Monday, April 23, 2007

where's my frenz???

sianz... woke up early in the morning for dunno wad reason... auto wake up de... haiz... daph n ervinna went to stage image for some costume ammendments. i had nothing much to do. actualli, nothing to do... all alone.. hee..

i then came early to school n sms lina asking where she is so mayb we could go for a lunch or something.. but, too bad la.. she n her "zimmy" got their test later.. met lina outside the bookshop n went to get the musical tics at SAO. oh no, to my dismay... ... the tics are meant for sat and not fri lo... wad to do??? hope that we can get more tics from rene cos' most of my frenz can only make it on the fri slot... hmmm... why is NYP like that? we practise until so hard n commit almost our everyday to the reh n this is the only number of tics that NYP offers to each performer-2 tics??? wad de hell... i really hope that i can get enough tics lo...:(

lina n jimmy went for their test, n now i'm alone again.. waiting for the time to pass.. waiting for the reh... i thought about alot of things... how are my team 6 members doing now? how are my classmates now? do they miss mi jus like i miss them so dearly? i suddenly felt so empty lo..

wad if i really can onli get two tics for fri? wad bout my other frenz who can make it on fri n there's not enuff tics for them? how shall i tell them?

daph jus called.. hmph! i thought she miss mi lo.. no, she called n asked mi to help her buy rubber band.. wad de!? hahaha!!! joking la... sigh.. today quite sianz for mi.. i ate brunch alone!!! this happens once in a blue moon... sianz.. this also shows that i'm becoming to live in some sort of a loner life?? ha... i think too much... all of the sudden... i thought about nadia..."hii!!! how have you been?? think we'll only meet after 9 weeks??"

past month or two i have been busy with dance n din pay much attention to frenz.. now i kinda regret.. cos' i think will only see them after 9 weeks... sigh... how's everyone now?

~{10:05 PM}
Angelic

Resume back to having mobile life... yay!!!

yay!!! finally, mum n i went to tat stupid M1 shop ytd to pay for the outstanding bal of $600 over, n i had changed to a student plan, in which the subscription fees are cheaper!!!:) now, i can peacefully n happily use my handphone with ease... (cos' tat time my line was terminated n i can't even make a phone call, sianz)...

but, this time was a real lesson to mi... i came to learnt that i should be more responsible in using my handphone wisely... meaning that i should not use it for chatting or conferencing with my frenz... so sorry ppl, esp my beloved caramel babes... can't talk in the phone so much with ya guys cos' i can't afford after this lesson... hope you understand...

maybe we should meet out some day n we can chat for as long as we wnat??? :) it's been long time that we never talk to one another so much ever since we're seperated by the stupid school's system... btw, do contact mi ya??? friendster, sms, blog... any ways la... find mi in school also can wa hahahah!!!! bye!!! love you all!!!:)

~{9:26 AM}
Angelic

Saturday, April 21, 2007

BUSY DAYS!!!

past few days not in good condition... hurt my back from the musical rehearsals and hav to stress over club crawl... recently, lots of political prob happened in SA.

jus dun understand why...

mayb i'm not good at leading others??? cos they don't listen to mi n stick to their own decisions.
i felt tat no one gav mi the respect even though peter n hasli gav mi the authority. perhaps tat's life... cos whenever u get into a high post for a time, for sure there's some people who will feel tat u dun deserve the post n they jus dun giv it a damn... sigh! forget it... next time will fuck them in the face-phrase from peter.. wa ha ha!!!

club crawl was quite alright n according to hasli n iskandar, the no. of ppl who signed up for sa was quite alot... thank god man! so afraid n worried that danzinc will not hit our target of 200. luckily!!! 222!!! yay!!!:) peter was not mad at anything at all... this time he's real nice..

so weird.. ever since i knoe that i'm the in-charge for sa in club crawl, i'm fully prepared to be scolded by peter, any time, anywhere... he always like to use the "F" word on us.. but he proved mi wrong this time. he did not direct mi, neither did he scold mi for anything. everything that he discussed with mi for club crawl, he sounded nice lo... wa lao!!! i more scared lo... not the usual peter leh! hee!! but good la. he din scold mi means i got do my work... ha.

good, target reached. n ytd morning got the first auditons for the freshies. the ppl were cute n nice... looked jus like us last yr.. haha.. got to know some of them like, karla, ling hui & stephanie...:)

rest for a day or two. then, war again!!! musical's last week rehearsal... got to stay focused n healthy n active!!!boom boom boom!!! must realli put up my 101% on the stage!!! gambatte!!!

then, after tat... sigh! go back to EMRS for tep attachment lo... jiayou jiayou! team 6, wait for mi hor!!! :)

~{10:04 AM}
Angelic

Thursday, April 12, 2007

My Beloved Brother!!!

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Few days ago my brother got a new haircut from my elder brother. Big brother must be a talented "hairstylist"!!! Handsome boy!!!

~{11:32 AM}
Angelic

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

My "TEP"... ...:)

Once again, slept at 2plus and woke up at 7am this morning. jus to go to school to attend the "TEP" orientation... so tired... *FYI: "TEP" stands for teaching enterprise project. it's a 6-mth thingy in school... something like attachment and it's free labor... wad the hell!! free lehz... :(

BUT BUT BUT, i'm kind of excited about it cos' i got into EMRS-Events Management and Road Shows... hmmm, the name doesn't disappoint me... hee!!! i wonder how it will be??? Hazel said that this stopover suits me cos' i am quite an articulative person... hmmm, i'll treat it as a compliment ya... thanks hazel...:)

jus got to see some of team-mates jus now.. i'm in group 6... hmmm, is that a symbolic number too??? maybe i should ask Zhiming...:) there are two girls who are in MK class and they are the "Mad Dog's" classmates. but never talk to them before... usually will only see them around in the LTDs during the lectures... hmmm.. now got to know will be good so got more friends in the same diploma..:) also got to know some other new faces.. dunno their names yet.. but will try to remember them once we start our TEP:)

sigh... why isn't daph, huiqi and hazel done yet??? hahahz... they must be dozing off in the LTDs.. hee!! alright... still need to wait for about 6 more hours before Musical Combined Rehearsal... sianx!!! shall think of some places to lepak with them later... where lehz??? wahahahax!!! :)

~{8:50 PM}
Angelic

Thursday, April 5, 2007

Incredible!!!

these are some things that i learnt from dance in stagearts...:)

~{12:31 PM}
Angelic

Being fooled...

i was being fooled.. to the extent tat i almost gave up the choice of performing for easter day..

few days ago, received a msg saying tat there'll be tambourine dance practice for easter day from 7-9pm on thur night. cos' of this, i requested to be excused from musical practice and jimmy kong's continuous milking lesson. peter nodded his head and said; "go la, church thing more important."

happily, i went out of auditorium and rushed all the way down to church... in the end, nobody turned up. i search from the 1st storey to 4th storey and back to storey 1 again, n even went to take a look in the sanctuary hall to see if any dancers were there.. to my dismay, no! none of them were in church...

i tried to sms her asking where she is, but she din intend to reply.. then i borrowed a lady's phone to call her (cos' my phone bills were outstanding and the line was terminated for the time being). she answered that the practice has been cancelled. worst of all, she did not even apologize for not letting me know that the practice has been cancelled.

what am i supposed to do then??? wad else besides going home with anger n disappointment??? she was too ridiculous.. never did i expect her to be such childish person, doing such stupid acts to fool on me!!! she's e one who changed my cheography, made sarcastic remarks on my cheography and now, make me a fool out of myself!!! what a sinful act!!! i simply can't believe that a girl at the age of 16 would do such things! out of jealousy??? haha, tat was lame n stupid n childish!!! it's not funny!!!

time to grow up girl... if ya really want the attention from everyone, you might as well go back home and cry in the cribe... perhaps everyone will pay more attention to you and they will pamper you more!! haha!! don't you ever think that you can beat me down. cos' at least i know how to get up again, but you... still crawling on the floor with a pacifier in your mouth..

~{11:16 AM}
Angelic

Sunday, April 1, 2007

MOOD SWINGX...

ON SATURDAY, I SPENT MY WHOLE DAY OUTSIDE, THAT'S THE TIME WHEN I REALISED THAT IT'S BEEN REALLI A LONG TIME THAT I DID NOT WENT OUT JALAN FOR LEISURE. MOST OF THE TIME I SPENT WERE IN SCHOOL, DANCE AND CHURCH. I DID'NT HAVE A TIME OF MY OWN... THAT'S SAD... HOWEVER, I ENJOYED THIS SATURDAY..

FIRST PLACE TO GO, PAYAH LEBAR... WHY? TO SEARCH FOR THE PAIR OF BOOTS THAT SUITS ME FOR THE MUSICAL CONCERT IN APRIL. DAMN IT! TRIED SO MANY PAIRS BUT NONE OF THEM SUITS MY FEET-BROAD BASED FEET AND HUGE CALVES.. WORST OF ALL, PETER WANTS HIGH CUT BOOTS FOR ALL OF US.. I JUST CAN'T FIT IN, I CAN'T!!! MY FEET WERE ACHING THAT DAY, NOT BECAUSE I HAD ALOT OF WALKING BUT BECAUSE HAD TRIED MANY PAIRS OF BOOTS AND THE SHOPKEEPERS HAVE BEEN FORCING MY FEET INTO THOSE BLOODY BOOTS!! I HATE IT! YOU WON'T UNDERSTAND THE KIND OF PAIN, BOTH THE FEET AND THE HEART... JUST FELT EMBARRESSED AND SAD AS I CAN'T FIT INTO THOSE BOOTS...

ONLY ONE OF THE MANY SHOPKEEPERS TRIED TO HELP ME THINK OF A WAY. SHE SLOWLY ZIP UP THE BOOTS AND AT THE SAME TIME PUSH IT DOWNWARDS SO THAT THE BOOTS WILL BE FULLY ZIPPED UP. BUT IT ENDED UP CRUMPLED, AND NOT STRAIGHT-CUT LOOK. THAT'S THE ONLY CHOICE THAT I HAVE, AND I HOPE THAT PETER WILL BE ALRIGHT WITH IT. BLAME MYSELF THEN, HAVE A PAIR IF THICK FAT LEGS THAT LOOK LIKE TREE TRUNKS. I PROMISED MYSELF THAT NEVER WILL I EVER WEAR BOOTS AGAIN AFTER THE MUSICAL.

AFTER THEN, WENT TO MEET UP WITH MY SIS AT CITY HALL TO WATCH A MUSICAL, "THE STORY OF RUTH" AT ST. ANDREW'S CATHEDRAL. IT WAS A WONDERFUL CONCERT, GREAT DANCERS, GREAT VOICES, GREAT ACTORS, GREAT LIGHTINGS... IT'S SO REAL AND INTERESTING, AND WONDERING IF ANY PEOPLE FROM YCCA WERE THERE TOO?

AFTER THE CONCERT, BOTH ME AND MY SIS WALKED FROM CITY HALL TO DHOBY GAUT... SHE BROUGHT ME TO CHIJMES AND TAKE A LOOK AT THE NIGHT LIFE THERE, COS SHE KNEW THAT I SELDOM HAVE THE CHANCE OF SPENDING TIME OF MY OWN OUTSIDE FOR LEISURE. WE ENJOYED THE WALKING AND CHATS AS WE WALKED DOWN THE LONG PATHWAYS WHERE THERE WERE ONLY BOTH OF US. IT WAS QUITE LATE AND SO I WENT TO MY SIS' HOUSE FOR OVERNIGHT. SLEPT EVEN LATER COS I GOT TO TYPE OUT THE CLUB CRAWL PROPOSAL AND EMAIL IT TO ISKANDAR. SLEPT AT 3.30AM.

WOKE UP AT AROUND 10AM AND SIS ASKED ME TO GO TO A CHURCH SERVICE WITH HER AT UPPER PAYAH LEBAR. WE TOOK A BUS AND IT TOOK US A LONG LONG TIME.. INITIALLY WE THOUGHT THAT WE HAD OVERSHOT THE STOPS. SO WE ALIGHTED AND REALISED THAT THERE'S STILL A LONG WAY TO GO BEFORE WE REACH THE CHURCH. SERVICE AT 11.15AM AND IT 'S ALREADY 12PM. FORGET IT! WE TOOK A STRAIGHT BUS TO TOA PAYOH AND DID A BIT OF SHOPPING THERE.. BOUGHT 2 BELTS @ $13. YAY!!

FELT SO TIRED MAYBE BECOS I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH SLEEP. FRIDAY PLAYED MAHJONG TILL SATURDAY MORNING AND ONLY SLEPT FOR 2 HRS. THEN SAT WENT OUT THE WHOLE DAY AND SLEPT AT 3.30AM AT SIS' HOUSE... SIGH.. BECOMING PANDA LE...

MAYBE BECOS THAT I DO NOT HAVE ENOUGH SLEEP, I TEND TO HAVE BAD TEMPER AND NEVER FELT LIKE TALKING MUCH.AFTER SHOPPING AT TOA PAYOH AND STILL WENT BACK TO CHURCH FOR CHOIR PRACTICE AND WORSHIP SERVICE. KEPT YAWNING, BUT HAD A FUN TIME WITH THE KIDS AT SUNDAY SCHOOL. IT'S ONLY IN THE NIGHT WHEN I STARTED TO FLARE UP..

CHURCH SERVICE ENDED AND I CONTINUED FOR A BIT OF CHOIR PRACTICE AT THE SANCTUARY HALL AND THEN A BIT OF TAMBOURINE DANCE AT BETHEL HALL. DID'NT KNOW THAT MY PART OF CHOREOGRAPHY WAS CHANGED WITHOUT MY CONSENT. I FELT RATHER INSULTED... EVEN RECEIVED SARCASTIC REMARKS ABOUT MY CHOREOGRAPHY... BUT, WHAT ELSE CAN I DO? I VOICED OUT MY COMMENTS IN AN ASSERTIVE WAY, SOUNDING KIND OF FRUSTRATED. I COULD'NT DO ANYTHING BUT JUST TO COMPLY. I WAS QUITE SAD OVER THIS ISSUE, BECAUSE THAT WAS MY CHOREOGRAPHY. AND IT NOW SEEMS TO BE UNDER THE NAME OF ANOTHER PERSON'S.. PISSED... ALRIGHT! I'LL TOLERATE...

IT'S ALREADY 5.16AM ON MONDAY MORNING NOW. STILL PROMISED DAPHNE TO GO GYM AT 10AM. GOTTA SLEEP. THESE ANGERS FILLED MY TIREDNESS... I NEED A BREAK!!!

~{1:17 PM}
Angelic

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