Saturday, August 30, 2008

New experience!

I had a new experience... Went out with Sister Anna and joined her for her work... Not sure if I will get paid for helping her... but anyway, i learnt so much about property. :)

Yesterday, met her colleagues, Vera and Stella. we travelled to Wan Tho Ave to do farming for the condominium show flat in Carris Dale. Wah... all the rich people there... got so many dogs... Big big dogs.. so fierce... i was being frightened a few times as i was putting the flyers into each households' letter box... wah got one dog the face so black... stared at mi through the gates in silence... pervert dog haha... we passed Angsana Rd, Mulberry Drive, Butterfly Ave and many more... legs so pain with the heels... but it was really interesting... see many kinds of landed housing... damn new ones... damn old ones haha... some even the whole house made of glass... whoo!!! At night, helped Siser Anna to call other agents for co-broke in Compass Height... telemarketing skills again... but not as scary as the first time tt i did last time...

This morning, supposedly going to a road show with them at Little India... but Sister Anna last night got eye infection... so we din make it... Vera n Stella went over to the roadshow... Stayed at Sister Anna's place last night and helped her call agents for co-broke again this morning.. but today's are not Compass Height... today's are Yishun and Woodlands area... somehow... Yishun n Woodlands calls are easier and not as fearful... perhaps Compass Height is for condominium buyers... tt's why higher expectations... Went out with Sister Anna to meet her buyer- a middle aged couple... 2 viewings at Compass Height... wow... the swimmng pool damn big n shiok la... got wading pool, normal pool and jacuzzi pool... still got others like clubhouse, gym, tennis court... so many facilities... no wonder ppl living in condo not so easily bored... haha.... but, the apartments are somehow small... hmm... doesnt really appeal to mi... Sister Anna told mi i will sure love Grandeur 8 in Ang Mo Kio... hmm... looking forward to it...:) sister Anna taught mi some things to note when doing a viewing of an apartment... i learnt quite a bit... hmm.. perhaps i shall try doing property sales!!!

Yes, Shihui called mi... finally i got a new job... thank you Shihui! pay okok la... i will be doing promoting for F1 race toy car... will be Shihui's colleague... well, work this month first and see how... got to help my Mummy lessen her burden... so tight up in cash...

Bought Mummy a fruit cake to celebrate her bd... still waiting for the cake cutting... oh gosh, stupidly i din realise tt i ate 3 eggs in total today... felt so nauseous just now in the car... Mummy got mi strawberries!!! yum yum!!! alright, tt's about it!!! Cutting cake soon!!!

~{8:19 AM}
Angelic

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Plannings...

Ok... Practically... I have been complaining to everyone that I felt like a useless bug tht's rottening at home... But, I managed to get something to do and make use of the time alone at home:

1) Sweep the floor
2) Mop the floor
3) Hang the laundry
4) Wash the dishes
5) Played the church CDs as i was doing those mention above
6) Packed my brother's game dvds.. and i saw PPG game... i was so attracted to it and stunned for bout 10 min hahah...
7) "Stone" for some time...
8) Planning wad to do for the next few days...

Ok, planned...

Wed: Going to someone's place to do something which i cant disclose for the moment... heheh

Thur: Meeting Babie and Sayang for Comex Show and COFFEE yeah... then meeting EMRS clique for farewell dinner for jul and kay...

Fri: Perhaps swimming, guitar for new songs or off to JB to shop! hehe...

Sat: Mummy's birthday celebration. supposedly should be Sun but she's working... hmm.. steamboat? planning with Sister Anna...

Sun: A special day for me cos i'm one of the "teachers" in the Sunday School... Teachers' Day celebration yay!!!

Next week??? More night plans with Babie and Ahlim... Waiting for Nicky to finish his exams and we will go makan and gossip!! and... Sentosa... I want tanning... hmm...babes want to go wif mi?? heheh....

Alright... off to fetch Mummy off from work! night night...

~{7:27 AM}
Angelic

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Who understands?

Last night, i cried til 5am this morning... i believed it's just one of those days that I need to be alone... mum quarrelled with me... but i dont think that quarrelling with her is the main issue... it's jus me... me. After all these months, i felt happier... but not to the extent like last time when i almost overjoyed everyday and looking forward to each new day... Memories kept flashing... they just couldnt stop... How do i walk out from that world? Love, does it really exist? Is it a true love?

Bestie accompanied mi online for some time, he asked me to just cry out if i want to.. which will make mi feel better... yeah i did... cry and cry... for hours... with my doggie...

Babie asked me dun cry... i know you care and heartpain for me... but i just cant control it.. and i continue crying... sorry hor...

I din wanna worry Claris too much cos she schooling and need rest... dun worry k...:)

I cried til i tired then fell asleep... woke up in the afternoon... chatted with John, Bestie and Babie... Plannings with Babie to ladies night, comex show and sentosa... Bestie asking mi how i feel and we jus chatted randomly... John consoled mi... gave me a poem, a song and "footprints in the sand"... here it goes...

Poem:

Life is a sine curve
I'm sure most have heard
But to the equation
I give no affirmation

Things happen
It is just random
But when you wanna rant
Just add your friends

When you begin to slide
Get off your ride
Don't look down
But raise your crown

Mistakes we make
Promises we break
But that's part of the process
The one we must take

Wipe your tears
Stop comparing with peers
Learn to stand
Learn how you had bent

Brush yourself and forward you go
And the next time it'll take more than that blow!
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Song:

Before the world began,
You were on His mind.
And ev'ry tear you cry
Is precious in His eyes.
Because of His great love,
He gave His only Son,
Ev'rything was done,
So you would come.

Come to the Father
Though your gift is small,
Broken hearts, broken lives,
He will take them all.
The power of the Word,
The power of His blood,
Ev'rything was done
So you would come.
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Footprints in the sand:

One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord.

Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.

In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand.

Sometimes there were two sets of footprints,

other times there were one set of footprints.

This bothered me because I noticed

that during the low periods of my life,

when I was suffering from

anguish, sorrow or defeat,

I could see only one set of footprints.

So I said to the Lord,

"You promised me Lord,

that if I followed you,

you would walk with me always.

But I have noticed that during

the most trying periods of my life

there have only been one

set of footprints in the sand.

Why, when I needed you most,

you have not been there for me?"

The Lord replied,

"The times when you have

seen only one set of footprints in the sand,

is when I carried you."

Ok... Sister called me... wanna me to go town with her... finally i can take my mind away for a while... frens, please msn mi regarding plans....

~{10:36 PM}
Angelic

Feeling unwell.. yet made reflections...

I woke up at 2.30pm... last night told yaoyong that i will go for the morning service...but, something's not right with my stomach this morning... so unwell... my tummy felt like drums... is it beer diarrhea? i think i had stomach flu... had diarrhea a few times already... tummy still aching... sigh... din manage to go for the afternoon service either... i am so unwell... this is jus the beginning of the holidays... sigh...

I was surfing the net and reading frenzies' blogs... saw sayang's blog... she posted a video of her composed malay song... meant for her boyfie:p

Sayang, i really love yr song! Although i din understand what the lyrics meant... but i heard a few words like "cinta ku" something like that... it really makes mi realise the power of love... initially after my first experience, i became so afraid of relationships and wanna jus be alone-single... but after i heard yr song, i reflected to myself and feel that it is time for mi to walk out from the world that i perceived to have nightmares from the previous relationship... last time, i dun believe in love... i felt that men toys with our feelings... i really hope that men wont be like this... i wanted to find a true love...

Yup, and Claris... thanks for calling mi last night and we shared so much... i think i really poured out alot to u on all my main problems... practically it's all about myself.. what's hidden in me... my fears of love... thank you for being there...:)

And Bestie, i remembered u telling mi that not all relationships are the same... a real love and a friendship is different... it's a different feeling... love is someone to love you for who u are... to be there and be with you... stand by you... care for u and dun expect any returns... and even accept you for your weaknesses and helping you to change for the better... it's really something that you cant feel it from a friendship... friendship is important too... i understand... thank you for sharing your woes with mi too... worry not as it is still within our walls...:)

Well, it's time that i should let it go and walk out from the world of nightmares... love... when will the true one be? please dun toy with feelings... cos it makes the heart sheds blood...

~{2:10 AM}
Angelic

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Happy or sad?

Hahaha... i drank again... it was e sec time this week... is it a happy thing or sad thing???

What is love to you??? ... ...

~{10:29 AM}
Angelic

Friday, August 22, 2008

Enjoying Life...

First day in this year to feel so "shiok" without waking up by an alarm... woke up in e afternoon cos slept quite late after drinking the beer last night... met babie for a movie at 2.30pm... 12 Lotus... Singapore movie... worth it or not doesnt matter cos the ticket is free... we got it from the stomp aids event:) so, i think we use it wisely for our date hehehe....

After movie... shopped a bit... again... hehhe... bought a pink spaghetti top with colourful pocker dots... so sweet... i'm sure i will look even sweeter in it... i tell myself as i looked at myself in the mirror, " you are so beautiful!".... hehehe.. so mcm faham...

Woohoo!!! Jus got to know tt my team and i scored an "A" for our Marketing Research project! YESH!!! so happy... perhaps we chose the right topic that is juicy enough for Mr Lee to pay attention to hehehe... btw, thanks to all those frens who did the pre-marital sex surveys for mi!:) know that it's weird and personal... but, thanks a million!!!:)

Ok... wad's tml??? wahwah... now suddenly so different... seems like there will be new plans and surprises every single day... so free hahaha.... must make full use of it man... anyone, feel free to date mi hehe....

~{6:10 AM}
Angelic

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Holidays here I am!!!

Yeahyeah!!! Brand Management finished liao... holidays are waving "HI" to mi... I kept laughing to myself even before the last paper... i was so desperate for holidays to come!!! and finally exams marks an end and holidays started at e beginning....:)

Went to Toa Payoh straight after the exams... had lunch together with Lina, HuiQi and Daphne... ah... someone so rude, din meet us up cos she need to provide tender loving care to her "Paul"... down her PE in next sem hahhahaha.... Gosh! We saw a gorgeous man in green with a black beanie! it's Qi Yu Wu... the guy from the 811 film n 12 lotus film!!! HuiQi, Daph and mi kept trying to turn back n glance at him for a few times... i realised we so humsup haha... he's really gorgeous.. but alone eating noodles and yong tau foo... well, he should be a treat to release our stress after exams hahaha....

Bought a little hello kitty bottle to remind myself to drink more water... cos lately i have very dry , chapped lips... maybe stress over exams ba... yup, and bought 2 pieces of "bra bra black sheep"... not black this time... but one pink and one orange... hehehe.... so contented cos this time i bought things for a need with a watchful budget... good job! a pat on the back!!!

At night, went to Bugis for steamboat... two types of soup stock... chicken and tomyam... dint really like tomyam one cos like a bit too oily... i prefer the chicken stock one... more healthier and i can eat with a peaceful mindset that it's not gonna be so unhealthy... i have to watch out on not to eat too spicy food, if not i have to go back to my doctor again... i dun want...
"burp!" so full after tat few hours at the steamboat table... my phrase for today, " Steamboat is never clean!" hahahahahaha...........................................................

After steamboat, went to buy Carlsberg... hehehe... nottie nottie mi right... but i was not drunk... jus bought it to drink near One Fullerton... brought mi back to so much memories.... sat there, walk there, the same place... enjoy the same breeze... but a different feeling... cos the one who brought mi there last time will no longer be bringing mi there ever again... i wanna go there... cos i dun wanna avoid the feelings... i wanna face the pain... and hopefully my next one would be better and bring mi there to give mi good memories...:) i'm still waiting patiently...:)

Wow, 1am in the morning... daddy came to fetch mi home...thank you daddy... reached home with a red face... mum was waiting for mi, she fell asleep... last day of exams passed by so fast... tml's plans for first day of holidays: movie with Babie!!! yesyes!!! time to sleep!!!

~{12:05 PM}
Angelic

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

One last paper left!!! Plans??? hehe...

Phew! Finally, Consumer Behaviour, the "intuition and cognitive" module and Marketing Research, the "reading from ppt slides" module papers done!!

Left the very last lap, Brand Management... how can we give up on this module? better not disappointment our best ever pem, Mike Cheong from New Creation... a veri good father and very good lecturer cum tutor who never complains anything and respects everyone for their hardwork and contribution of ideas... even though sometimes we suck at it hahaha...

Ok, decided to take a rest tonight and die at home tml the whole day to remain as a bookworm for the veri last time in this sem... hehe... after the paper, i shall break my cocoon and fly like a butterfly!!! YES!!! cant wait for this day to happen!! Thursday... i'm coming!!!

Hmmm... sent out my resume... still hoping for a reply from Wild Wild Wet or perhaps a job recommendation from Success... currently i'm kinda jobless... money money???

Plans? Maybe going to Malaysia in Sep or Oct... And Yup, should be traveling to Thailand in November... Well, maybe its a good time to let go of myself n leave Singapore for a while... Saving up hard for the air ticket... Hmm, thinking of M'sia... need someone to guide us around... Plannings with huiqi and daphne... who can be our tour guide??? sigh...

~{7:40 AM}
Angelic

Saturday, August 16, 2008

Something's wrong...

Jus came back from dance prac.. tml will be the actual! i cant wait for it to happen!!

But, I think something's not right... to my right thigh muscle... it's an old injury... happened when i did front splits last time in dance studio... ouch! cant really kick high now... is the muscle sick?? almost all dancers have injuries... old injuries... yeah.. babie's left leg i think? mine... last time was the lower back sprain.. almost slip disk... it strike mi twice... now is right thigh muscle.. the last time tt strike mi was like one n a half year ago i suppose??? gosh... tml's dancing, god... please heal mi... keep me in your arms... i wanna put my best to you... i almost cried when i shared my composed song... jus now, my thoughts of the past were running... i couldnt stop it... but i know that He is here... yes, He cleansed my sins... thank you lord...

Sometimes, it's really hard to control your thinkings... esp the sad ones and temptations tht u have once tried before... well, He knows... but i will always rem wad yenyee daoshi had said... pray to God and He will listen. everyone has their needs. be patient. and perhaps should try what vincent has said... put the bible in front of you... but kinda fearful... isnt it?? i choose to pray ba...

People... Pray... He listens...

~{8:51 AM}
Angelic

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Down with one paper... 3 more to go!!!

Oh yes... finally did my Human Resource Management and Practices paper today... 50% weightage... but, i'm confident for this paper...:) Glad tt it's over... then can better focus on other modules...

Kinda tired, looked through my schedule for this week... basically is study and dance practices... this week burnt again.. but i really must have proper time management.. next paper on monday 4-5.30pm, Consumer Behaviour.. no mood for tt... keep recalling of tt Erica Fong and her "cognitive" and "intuition"... gosh... talking like her... yep, she look like a hk star...dunno e name... God, please help mi!! ok, here it comes... this conversation hahah...

Nadia:"Do you believe in the existence of God?"

Mi: " Yeah... in the last 15 mins..." [wink*]

To be true... relying on God is good... but we ourselves have to try our best esp in exams... dun be too holy and say God will help you... U never know, perhaps God wants you to fall down and learn to get up again... tht's a trial... not a temptation... i rem i learnt this trial and temptation thing like two years back when qingnians had a bible study together with those English notes tt Zhiming or Zhiwei has prepared... Jo, can u recall??? is it from the book of Job, or Jacob???

k... getting more tired now... with this small screen lappie... they start to name mi as "miss small lappie" now... hehe... thanks ar...

Alright frens.... jiayou for the exams!! for those starting tml... like sheena, jasmine, clement, yvonne and "Bestie" (shy person dun wish to be identified hahah)... yups, and everyone who's taking exams... all e best!!!

~{5:21 AM}
Angelic

Saturday, August 9, 2008

My Favourite Babie!!!

For your information!!
He's my love hehe... isnt he cute???a veri gentle babie boy...
Name: Myles. Nick: Maomao.
DOB: 20th Oct 2006.
My DOB: 20th Oct 1988.
Tht's e reason why i find him so special... same birthday haha...
Finally he smiled to mi cos i gave him a sip of milo hehe...
Babie Daphy, you will still be my no. 1 in Nyp ok?...hehe

~{8:08 PM}
Angelic

Music Ministry Retreat!

Whoo.... it was a LONG LONG day with my fellow music ministry yesterday... met them at 8am in church and we head off to NTU Alumni Club for our workshop/activities/training.. dunno how to say.. but all i could say tht it is fruitful! too bad i lose the chance to watch NDP la.. come on Singaporean! ai ya... forget it... every year have one...hehe...

i learnt so much especially in guitaring...hmm... zhiwei taught the #, 7, 9, maj, min, dim, b(flat), #7... wow wow wow... i think i am sotong in it...yeah, the hairstyle suits mi haha... k, tt's the beginning... i hope i can be a good guitarist.. zhihui jie and lanxiang jie keep on giving mi encouragement...thank you!!!:) yup, and xiaoling jie... she will never stop talking to mi about dance... "i love to see you dancing. you gave me the jazzy feel. u have the shape! God's blessings to you... Remind yourself to ask God how should you express out your dance piece!" Gosh! i'm floating! almost hitting the lamp post la hahaha... tt's veri good compliment... but most importantly, will rem her last sentence!:) besides the training, i could still rem the continuous meals haha... breakfast, buffet lunch, fish n chips for dinner(at 8th degree restaurant)... whoah! eat but i'm not hungry.. rev huang and his wife, uncle zhengwei and lunzhou laoshi had a double date at the square table for the dinner.. so cute la.. their table made the most noise kekeke.. can rem rev huang's laughter "HAHAHAHA"!!! ... ... ...

Cant believe it... i went back with the rest in the bus back to church cos i wanna go home study for my exams... but... my mp3 accompanied mi along the journey back... the songs remind mi of the past... then i suddenly slept and dreamt of the good memories... well, memories are the only things left for mi to think about.. perhaps i should try to get these good memories off my back yeah??? ha. no use thinking... reached back to church after a while... say goodbye to them and headed home..it was about 8pm... i said hi to mom at the door and went to bed... i haven even changed la... and i slept til this morning 9 plus...wow, i slept for almost half a day... heh! haven study yet, and exams starting on thur... good luck girl!

Alright, time to get serious a bit... later still meeting limei laoshi at 4pm to show her the solo dance for next sun... god, pls be with mi!!!

~{7:35 PM}
Angelic

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

My new hairstyle!

Went to AMK for a haircut today! it was... erm... hard to explain... a brand new look... yup, frenz... you will know it when u see mi heheh... i think i look funny, like jap... my sister said i look quite lian...my brother said i look like jelly fish... ok.. many comments... hairstylist was a guy!... young guy! hehehe...the way he brushes his fingers in between my hair... oh gosh! stop itt girl! back to earth!!! hahah... he recommended mi to style my hair so tt there's some volume to it... ok.. bought a loreal hair volume mousse... hopefully it helps!!:)

Have a great day!!!

~{1:52 AM}
Angelic

Monday, August 4, 2008

Updates on NAPFA Day

i love this pic... so healthy... but we are not... heheh

~{1:22 AM}
Angelic

Sunday, August 3, 2008

Goodbye...

i'm petless... little ginnie's dead... this morning... no more pets...

~{3:07 AM}
Angelic

Saturday, August 2, 2008

Dance n Psychology Workshop

Today was a tiring day for mi... met the tambourine girls at 12.30pm for dance practices... till 6pm... i realised tt i'm realli getting old now... have to write down the dance steps by acronym then i try to rem.... still a bit hard to memorise the dance pieces with tambourines... those with streamers and jus normal dance are still fine for mi... guess i was used to the way peter teach... i believe peter really helps mi alot in dancing... the flows and feel of dance jus makes mi remind of peter lo... it's been long long time tt i din see peter liao... i wonder how is he doing out there... is his neck still painful? last time he often have cough and flu... i miss peter... and the studio...

Limei laoshi gave me an opportunity to solo dance on a song for youth sunday... wow... first time do solo... i wonder if it's scary? cos nobody dance with mi, n i hav to rem all the dance steps myself! moreover, i have to choreograph the dance all by myself... i tried my best by choreographing jus now... finished liao...:) left two weeks time to prepare... will rem to pray to god to giv mi more wisdom and creativity to further implement my dance steps... i can do it!!!yup, still need to practise the song tt i wrote for the church... tt one shouldnt be a prob... :) cos got yaoliang to present his song too... so at least i got a company...:)

After dance prac got to attend the sunday school teachers workshop... today's quite interesting.. they invited victor (Rev Huang's son) to teach us on Piaget's... some psychology on kids stuff... learnt quite a bit from him... must thank him for his time and effort although his chinese really cannot make it hehehe... yup also thanks to xiaobing for sharing with us on class management and zhiyong for the 2 weeks, the ppt slides and food and preparation.... it's really beneficial to us the teachers... ah, ya... jus now xiaobing n yuehua laoshi told mi tt i'll b in charge for this yr's sunday school day (nursery)... huh? why so sudden?? hahaha... ok.. i'll take it...:) i believe these are god's blessings...

hmm... tired liao... now drinking a mug of warm milk... hope i can wake up tml for morning service... i dun wanna b drunk by milk again... lol... night night everyone...

~{10:58 AM}
Angelic

Friday, August 1, 2008

Nurses Day cum NAPFA Day!

VERY HAPPENING TODAY!!!

This morning woke up early for work... came to realised tt it's Nurses Day...:) early in e morning every nurse got flowers, gifts... so envy... during lunch time still got lots of food at the buffet at Level 4... i went up for a free ice cream, chocolate eclaire and fruit tart...:p so nice la.. the CEOs of the hospital were serving at the buffet counter with aprons! so cute la... oops! i forgot later got NAPFA test... cannot eat so much... saw this Staff Nurse Lim eating her packed food at the tea room... she din join the other nurses... dunno what's wrong.. after lunch, her mood kinda changed.. she told mi to stay in Sister Carolyn's room cos i was not in proper office attire... but Sister never complain anything le... cos she know tt i'm going NAPFA test after work.. only this Staff Nurse Lim always follow the rules... she said to mi 3 bloody times about my attire! what's wrong with her??? if i stay in Sister's room i also got nothing much to do le... thank god Staff Nurse Wang Yan save my life... i went to her side to help her with the files... then i can keep away from that 40 year old crazy woman!!! my mood was kinda affected. Cos it's not the first time tt she said i'm an outsider from their hospital... i felt discriminated by her la... ended up i went to school in bad mood, indulging on seasoned wages and italian peach soda so that i can get some energy lose in the hospital...

Met sayang, babie and ahlim to go NAPFA together... we are ready to get COP hhaha.... saw lina and jimmy, then we did some stretchings together... after then florence, shengting, serene,karen, chris, sho, butter, angel and yijun came too...hazel came even later... the different segments are okay so far... jus tt 2.4km that failed mi... then i got COP lo... legs still wobbly... aching... beepeng, huiwen, shihui and alvin were late... then they cant proceed to NAPFA test... ahlim fell down during the shuttle run... she got some scratches on her elbows and knees... ouch! in the 2.4km run, denise gave up after 2 rounds.. she was in front of mi... she almost fainted... hope she's okay... sigh, serene's hp music ah make mi run even slower... it's so relax la hahaha... my record for the 6 rounds was 18.27min... fail la... but it's good that i finished the race:)

Hazel's bag was stolen.. all her valuables and her working attire inside...she cried... too bad the security says that they dun have cameras there...so, our clique went with her to the police station to make a report... we waited for nearly 2 hours... laughing n sharing what we will report if we deliberately wanna go police station see the cute policemen there... i rem i told them about a stupid scene where i jus walked in and cry in traumatise and say i got lost... even though the police station is only behind our school la... wad de!!! mcm faham... after the report at the police station, we went to S11 at AMK Central... everyone so tired... i guess i'm e most tired one there... babe n mi had tom yum ban mian, ahlim got ban mian and babe and sayang had indian rojak... after tomyum ban mian we still eat the flavoured dao huey... so nice la... indulgence despite tt e place is not air conditioned... i ate w/o speaking much and took a cab home... i'm broke again liao...

Dance practices tml... 6 songs... hopefully can remember the steps by heart!! please dun stress, enjoy girl...looking forward to thursday...:)

~{8:42 AM}
Angelic

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