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Wednesday, May 23, 2007
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Last week Peter promoted mi to a Dance Head. Not really happy but surprised and shocked lo. Melvin must be very happy now. cos he pass the baton to mi n i have to finish the rest of the distance in the running track.. i felt my shoulders so heavy all of a sudden...it's pressing mi hard lo...

this week was damn tiring for mi... got an IT mega Roadshow which last for 4 long dreadful days, from last week til this week...then tues and thur as usual got dance practice til late night... still need to wake up very early every morning for TEP at 8.30am. every night i sleep at about 2.00am. it shouldnt' be night, i should say i sleep in the morning and wake up a few hours later again for school. weekdays has never been great for mi.. no rest at all...

if i were to say i need rest, it will only be on Sats and Suns.. but, if got dance practices on Sat morning.. there goes my one day of rest for a morning.. Sun, the only time to realli sleep like a pig... hee... always wake up at almost1pm in the afternoon... 3pm got choir... then 5.00pm got to go to the Sunday School to take care of my little students, 5.30pm will be helping out with my buddies to teach e kids dance. sigh... everyday everyday...

very quickly, IT Mega Roadshow has ended... now left the very last Electronic Roadshow in June 6, 7, 8. June 8, 9, 10 got SA Camp. To the hell of mi... arghhhhh!!!!

time passes quickly... next Tues he will be back... and i'm still waiting... ... i have to let him know my promotion to Dance Head. n i'm sure he will def give mi the best encouragements...

~{8:23 PM}
Angelic

Saturday, May 12, 2007
Gone... gone...
Today's 13 May 2007:

he's gone away for some after grad trip.. for a few weeks.. these few weeks might seem short, but i knew that i will lost touch with a great fren that God had gave mi.. he used to be a good listening ear of mine for the past few months. to mi, this fren is a special fren, no one could ever replace him. he knows about mi, everything.. my dance, family and frens... etc. not to worry frens, each individual of ya are my precious too. ya all jus have diff greatness..

now that he's away.. who shall i talk to???

i had a bad dream last night.. a bad bad dream... i dreamt that he clarified to mi that he din like mi at all and find mi a nuisance... in my dream, he admitted to mi that he betrayled mi.. not even saying a word of "goodbye", he turned his back to mi and left for the embarkment entrance at the airport.. what had happen??? why is this happening again?? somthin similar happened before to mi and mingxun now seem to apply to mi and him now.. will it be an "again"??? i'm afraid that i might lose this fren...

these few weeks will be long dreadful weeks for mi as it's the time when i long for a special fren, realising how important he is to mi... however, i believe that waiting worths and it tests my patience...


~{9:29 PM}
Angelic

Thursday, May 3, 2007
Getting Better.. with frenz!!!
Ha!!! after zhiming's advise yesterday, i tried my veri best to mingle with my emrs team... ... initially in the morning it was still as usual... but, after the lunch break... hee!! miracles happen!!! :)

team 5 & 6 used to merge together for card games and will laugh out loud for hours when there's nothing to do... so, as usual, they started with the games:) some of them asked me to join in the fun... so, i took a chair and started to break my own "ice" and got warmed up abit...:) now, i feel that i'm getting better with them!!! as i feel part of them now...

also got into daily emails with daph recently... cos' she's also bored in her own tep room... hee... i wonder wad happen? ha! she chase a team member away from the com seat!!! oh my! who's this pathetic person??? must ask daph...

after these long hours laughing together with my team mates, i hope things will improve as the days go by...:) ya??? flu's getting better, at least it's not making me feel drowsy now:)
hmmm, pat is sick today, never hear her laughter for the whole day... did i spread it to her??? sorry if i did...:(get well soon, i hope the honey lozenge helps...

may everyone stay healthy... cos' these few days flu and fever are very contagious...!!!

~{1:06 AM}
Angelic

Wednesday, May 2, 2007
Sick again! emotions controlling...
sigh... got sick on labour day... wad de hell... flu again.. can't help it...:(

got back to team 6 in emrs, but these few days find myself somehow like out of topic for sometimes.. maybe i missed out some of the good times that they had together when i was busy with musical...

the girls were alright.. so were the guys.. at least i'm quite thankful that clement and kaydence talk to me and i won't feel as bad.. i realli felt bad for missing out so much because of musical.. and before i come back to emrs i knew that definitely i will feel a bit outcast... but, i did not blame them cos' wad it's meant to be, it's meant to be...

zhiming did advise mi to give special effort to the team so as to make up for the lost time being with team 6.. think i should listen to him n do my best to do wadever i can...

well, recently since few months ago got closer to a guy fren.. he's nice to mi, in fact to everyone. i like the way he smile and his care for people around him. i always feel so comfortable when i tell him bout my family and school and dance... he's always there to be a listening ear.. plus he has the very unique kind of charisma when he plays the organ... i don't feel my heart beating that fast but just a very relaxing feeling... i really can't tell what is it... is that love?

he used to be one of my fren's ex-bf.. n what if one day my fren finds out that her ex-bf and me were so close? will my fren be mad at mi? 2 years ago i was provoked by someone to leave a guy fren of mine. jus becos i was too close to my guy fren and the gal who likes him was jealous of mi, afraid that i will win the guy over. that's nonsense! i jus wanna be frenz... why she think so much? n now we became like enemies..:( i really dun wish that my fren now will hate mi becos i went close with her ex-bf...

i jus dun understand why are these things always bumping on mi... why can't i have a peaceful frenship with a guy? is there anything wrong? or is it true that if a guy and gal bacome close frenz there must be something behind it??? i realli dun get it lo...:(

however, this close guy fren can really be said as a mr nice guy to most of the people... i realised that initially my frenship with him slowly n slowly grew into something else... i kinda miss him when i dun see him... i wanted to talk to him and share with him everything tat's kept in my heart... what's going on... i have fallen into this trap again... it's not that the guy is bad, but it's my emotions that are bad... emotions are uncontrollable now... what should i do???

i need a rest... the thot of him going away for weeks turns my heart sour...:( shall i pray???

~{8:04 AM}
Angelic