Alone without him
He left on last Saturday morning, 6.20am. I was chatting with him on the phone before that. But we hung up for a while because the phone becomes hotter. Then stupid piggy mi, i fell asleep and he dint wanna call mi cos he knows that i'll be asleep and dint wanna wake mi up. that's the last call before he flew... n he left mi 2 sms-es before he get on to the plane... sob...

Though it's only 2 weeks, but it seems so long to mi... he did email mi everyday. but the feeling of him not being around makes me feel so empty n lost... i received an sms from him on Sunday night from China... I'm so happy to see his sms. But, i jus feel that he's so far away. I can't hear his voice. I can't see him and touch his face... So unbearable... Sob... I can't lose him. But, I cannot be a selfish girlfriend... he has to go back n see his parents. I can't have him all my time. I have to be understanding.

Last night, I thought about him... hugged the pillow he gave mi and reading the sms he sent mi while listening to the song he sent to mi last time. My tears ran down. So emo... I really wish to see him soon... these days seem real slow... I miss him so much... yes, i love him. Are you likewise??? I'm trying hard to endure and waiting for him to return. I miss you so much beebee... girl girl love u... ...

Bothered
It jus came too fast, jus too fast... I cant take it... I din wan a relationship to be like this... I dun feel secure at all... he jus still dun understand... I need to be respected...

Horoscopes... hmmm... quite believable...
I have received this email from Germaine and somehow after reading I find it quite true, especially when it describes about mi! Guys and girls, enjoy yourselves!!!


ARIES - The Liar Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

TAURUS - The Tramp Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

GEMINI - Irresistible Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in the you know where... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

CANCER - The Cutie MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great telling stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to. 12 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

LEO - The Lion Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

LIBRA - The Lame One Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with... you might end up crying... 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to own Gemini's in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. 2 years of bad luck if you do not forward

PISCES - The Partner for Life Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

IF... ...
If I am the President.... I WILL MAKE SURE THAT MY COUNTRY HAS NO EDUCATION!!! hahahahahahahahaha................................ dotx. :p

3 Dec 2007
This is the day that I'm officially attached to the guy who asked me twice n sent me home twice. A guy who's from china but doesn't look like he's from china and had spent 1/3 of his life in Singapore. From what Lyna had said, the beginning will always be the honeymoon period. it's just life the business life cycle, there's introduction, growth, maturity and declination (downfall). I believe in that...

He gave me a pillow, no reason that I could think of... he hugged n kissed mi, n made me feel that I belong to him. he didn't want to let go of mi... he hoped that i could go to china with him...I know, he loves me... this should be during the introduction stage. but i know sooner or later, things will change... how long will this relationship last? I really don't know. But i know that I have accepted him, and that i will try to love him like the way he does to me.. thank you for everything and the moment that we had together. I'm sorry that I have alot of commitments and that I almost had not much time to be with you. I know you will understand... I love you too...