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Monday, September 29, 2008

Work! Tips!
Went for work again today... had training with Carol and she offered me a Chilli Soup cup... onions, mince beef and kidney beans... not bad... i ate 3/4 of it... learnt about nachos, chilli nachos, buffalo wings, potato skins, calamari rings... ...

After then, Jacq placed me to learn from Clement at the floor... seriously, i still prefer lounge with Joanne haha... Joanne jus reminds mi of Bloody Mary keke... learning from Clement is kinda tough though he is my fren cum colleague... in work he is real focus.. i almost got pissed a few times cos he is really mean when he talks to mi about work... sianz... but afterall, not that pissed cos he shared the tip with me hahaha... tips le... forget bout all the scoldings then haha...

That's about it! And ya... pls note this,

"HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO CLARIS TAN FUANCAKE!!! CHEERS!!!"

~{10:24 AM}
Angelic


Friday, September 26, 2008

Lounge work!
Whoohoo! today had my training at the lounge with Joanne as my laoshi... Joanne is a veri nice lady... friendly and helpful... she really helped me alot...

Lounge and dining area was different... i enjoy my time at the lounge, and also helping joanne around... joanne taught mi alot... differentiating the beers, glasses used, bloody mary, fruit punch, gerandine juice, white wines, red wines... also, the customers at the lounge are more easier to serve. in a way, they are more friendly and i felt like i talk to em like frens... most of e customers are foreigners and are veri friendly! i love them! they still thank me for the service. I felt so great!!

Alright, time to shower and get some rest... oh gosh! jacq is going to test me on mon!!

~{9:17 AM}
Angelic


Thursday, September 25, 2008

New working life!
Wow... it's been 2 days that i'm working night shift... kinda tired.. but i'm feeling so much happier there.. thanks to clement for recommending me the job... the people there are nice to me... there's ruby (regional manager), carol & jacq (managers) & migan (going to be manager), lily, keiji, clara, eugene, emman, gerard ( saved mi with his tie), joanne (bar pro), jinky, jessica, faizal, puspa ( my teacher today), yan (one of the chefs that gave me so much tasting) and of course clement (bartender)!!!


So much to do even though they are simple jobs... like reception, answering calls, serving menus, glasses of water, BREAD BASKETS, doing rollups, making ice tea, coffee, tea, beverages with garnishes, making balloons ( i bursted one today oops!), refilling condiments, clearing... bread baskets are simple but i just somehow scared i will leave out some others... weird mi... made many bread baskets... more to come! jiayou!!!

A little conversation took place:

E: "Angeline right?"

A: "Ya..."

E: "Still schooling?"

A: "Yes, polytechnic.."

E: "Wad time are u knocking off?"

A: "10.30pm. You?"

E: "Same. Where do you live?"

A: "Yishun. You?"

E: "Br... (cant understand what he's toking hahaha)

A: (not really bothered cos its not my business anyway) " Oh ok..." (continued clearing the table)

E: "I shall go with you." (smile)

after some time...

E: "How old are you?"

A: "I'm 20. You?

E: "Make a guess."

A: "Hmmm... 26?"

E: "Ya, 26. Are you married?"

A: "No!" ( feeling quite a ridiculous qns)

E: "Do you have a boyfriend?"

A: "No. I just broke up not long ago."

E: "Oh, why?"

A: "Oh, he's a nottie boy."

E: "Oh, but I'm a good boy!" (smile and pointing to himself)

A: (walked away)

A: (walked past)... "What?" (embarrassed cos E was looking at A)

E: (smiled)

Knock off time...

A: (went off early without waiting hahaha...)

That's all folks.. Goodnight!

~{10:49 AM}
Angelic


Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Meaningful to me... wad about you?
我想唯有上帝和你知道整件事的始与终。
只有上帝知道你心里所想的一切,
只有上帝知道你现在的心情。

只要回头,悔改,生命依旧可以重来。
这是上帝的应许。

我们爱,因为神先爱我们。
这爱不会因为过犯而变小;
这爱是包容的爱。

只要悔改,只要原谅,生命依旧可以重来。
这是我相信的,
你呢?

I was browsing some of my frens' blog and I happened to drop by at Yenyee daoshi's blog... one of her posts, she stated these... I really find it meaningful.. and is something that really reminds me that I should learn to be forgiving and loving my enemies...

I have told her about my sorrows of my past experiences with my ex bf... but somehow, all that I said to her and my close frens were not really all that God understands...

So many bad memories... even though it has been 6 months to 7, and that he was my first love, I will never forget what he said to me when he broke my heart... To you, you may feel that I am just one of your games, and perhaps was the shortest games that u had... u gain so much and i lose so much to you...in fact, you have changed a lot of me in my life now... perhaps you had really forgotten about me, the way I smile, the way I cried to you in your arms, and the times we had together... but, I really have to tell you that, no matter how, you have already left this deep print in my heart... U stepped into my life and left nastily, leaving mi weeping with tears... I will not forget... But, I'm gonna let you know. Be it whether u see this post ornt, I will still wanna say...

"I am going to leave u behind my back... I am trying my best to walk out from this and I will look forward for a better someone in my life... As for forgiving, yes, I forgive u for your nasty actions that I hated alot... but as for frens, I guess I shall put it that we'll see how the time tells...

I think I love you with regrets..."

~{7:20 AM}
Angelic


Monday, September 22, 2008

Pre-paration for work!
Slept kinda early last night.. one of the days that i slept so early in this hols... eyes were kinda puffy and dry... "need to go home and sleep", perhaps that's what vincent tells mi with his hand signals yesterday... "dun stress yrself out", that's what Jialing told me as she can see that my eyes are really tired...

Woke up from a beautiful sleep... dreamt that I had a big house, a swimming pool, a car, maids, and a wonderful husband... wow... so nice! its jus a dream afterall... but thank god for that dream... :) looking forward to the training tml... had bread and veggies soup in e morning... decided to cook by myself cos i am broke... opposite of my dream yeh? Sister-in-law went out with mi for a little neighbourhood shopping for my white top and black shoes... whoo... spend mi quite abit before i earn them hahha... cos i always wanted a pair of comfortable shoes... no blisters and no corns... which i had alot of blisters and 11 corns when i dance in the past... scary...!

Shoes are veri important... though that most of e times its so hard for mi to find shoes cos i have broad-based feet.. i see it as a important thing cos it brings you to many places to search for wonders, experiences and memories... alright... time to watch TV... and my favourite PPG tonight...

~{3:53 AM}
Angelic


Sunday, September 21, 2008

Disappointment... give up shall I?
what a day... cried so badly... wad did i do wrong?

Was talking to little brother about his PSLE and at e same time wishing him good luck as exams are nearing... not even looking at mi but rather his homework, he told mi to shut up. is this a respect? i felt being offended. so my words tend to be kinda harsh on him... he continued looking away and ignored mi like the attitude of a typical "ah beng". gone case, he cant be changed... tts it...

Wad hurt mi even more was Mum... she reprimanded mi tt i should respect others if i want others to respect mi... but right now at this situation, wad's going on? did she know what happen? all she knows is hiding in the room with that old man. so can i say that by wishing ppl good luck for exams, in turn i was told to shut up? can somebody tell mi wad is wrong?

Well, side him since he is the youngest in the family... i dun have any rights to control him anyway... i am jus someone who is born 8 years earlier... so it doesnt matter much ya?? if one day he happens to turn into a rotten apple like i used to be, please pray hard that he will change for the better. dun blame me that i didnt warn u... i gave up.

~{7:31 AM}
Angelic


Friday, September 19, 2008

Lucky mi...
Today kinda lucky day for mi... went farming with Sister at Bishan area... half way through my stomach dunno wad's wrong... feel like wanna LS... oh gosh... every step when i walk felt like climbing mountain haha...

Then, Carol from Dan Ryans called!! YES YES YES!! "Hi, Angeline! i know you are expecting my call right? haha.." of course la.. i'm becoming mushroom soon if i still remain jobless... great! tue will be my orientation and wed will be the official working... YEAH!!!

Went safra swimming with my funny "missy" fren qianling... so shocked to know tt nurse like her can be so cool.. pierced her tongue!!! had jacuzzi for a while then washed up and went for dinner at coffeeshop... she wanna order heineken... i almost wanted it too.. but must save money... so i hand signed the auntie to go away ahahha... on e way home, got bird shit on my head!!! is this lucky or unlucky huh??? washed my hair again... wth... wonder wad will happen tml hahaha... i guess e bird shit is a sign for good luck??... ...

~{9:50 AM}
Angelic


Thursday, September 18, 2008

Pissed brothers day... n kinda disappointed..,
Sigh... sometimes i just dun understand, why do younger brothers tend to say lies and leave their elder sister to wipe the shit from their ass... little brother was very childish today, even though he is maturing at this puberty stage.. yet, sigh... i kinda got maligned by elder brother for starting the stupid thing with the real fact that younger brother was the one who started first...

He is growing up, and now his hands are bigger than mine... his foot size is bigger than mine too... even his strength... he is so strong... tt i cant even control his strength and got "bullied" by him under his "power"/"energy"... so demoralized... i was so pissed off... my wrists are being squeezed hard and the red marks are the evidence... yet, i was still like being alleged to be the wrong party...

So pissed that i went to the park for a walk alone... walked for 10 bloody rounds... deep breath with each step... perhaps that can soothe me down better... well, a good exercise... then met Sayang for a chat at the coffee shop... talked and laughed like nobody's biz...though our drinks were green tea and not beer hahaha...

Received sms from "Hubby"... he might not be going for performance with me on Sat... cos he might be going to club battling with other dancers... sigh... wad can i say? i dun wanna force u either... jus hope that u can go wif me lo... if not i dunno who to go wif... sigh... i jus wanna see you... but it seems so difficult...

~{8:51 AM}
Angelic


Wednesday, September 17, 2008

MAMMA MIA!!!

Whoohoo!!! thanks to Jessilyn! She got a lucky draw prize of a pair of movie tickets from 8days... so she jio me for a movie to Lido Shaw House yesterday after my interview at Dan Ryans.. well, you can see the poster from here... we went to watch Mamma Mia!!! Preview man hahaha.... it was a mix of drama and musical... damn hilarious lol. i dun mind watching again... hehe...

The best line that i will never forget,

"I don't mind if you have slept with hundreds of men!"

Oh gosh!!! hahaha... Excellent movie!!!

hehe... got to contact with my dear Kenny "Hubby"... wonder when will he be free from his dance and we can go out take many many pics for our album??? i'm waiting kekeke... miss him man... :)

~{8:05 AM}
Angelic


Monday, September 15, 2008

Job interview... waiting for results...
Earlier on chatted with Clement... he recommended me to Dan Ryans for interview... wow, Clement has been there for like 3 years... thanks to him.. will i be Clement's disciple?? i must definitely give Carol a good impression of mi...

I was waiting patiently for the results to be out... somehow excited, worried, heart thumping... i wonder how will i do... the system was not working well... Kaydence was not bothered haha... Bestie was scared lol... Sayang hates the waiting time.. Huiwen damn funny la.. she tried closing ie and open with mozilla firefox.. i was telling her, "why not u jus shut down and restart the com haha.." kinda mean but i was jus joking hhahah... the system is lagging... saw a whole list of nyp ppl online... they must be waiting to get logged in too lol... so ganjiong!!!

~{9:46 AM}
Angelic


Saturday, September 13, 2008

First day guitaring @ Y10
It has been quite some time that I did not play my guitar... fingers were not as flexible as before... was kinda worried tt i may play "zao sia"... came very early, first to reach... reached at 8am in the morning to practise alone at the cinema... finger tips are kinda painful and my left wrist start to ache... oh gosh... i guess i'm too nervous.. cos it was my first time playing for morning service at Y10...

Thomas and Yaoxing are good... they guided mi veri well... playing with them and yaoyong together as a group helped mi realised that it is important to have cooperation and rapport with one another... luckily i was standing next to Thomas (pianist), he is like a big brother... all e time available when i needed help into the "strumming" and "pai zi"... Letticia is very friendly... she is a mother, veri young... i like her features... she looked like a mix... her daughter, Meryl, so cute... rosey lips, i thought she put on lip gloss haha... wah, first time someone helped mi keep my guitar into my guitar case together. it was Letticia:) thank you!! she was amazed that i can guitar... cos so far i think i am the first girl in the church to play the guitar haha... Zhuohan and his gf Lynn was kinda surprised too... they say i veri "zai" and "cool", din know that i can play the guitar haha... really surprised? hey, not only guys can play guitar ok... lol. "jin guo bu rang xu mei"... ...

Hmm, I just realised that i like to challenge guys hahaha... last time in sec sch speech day, i was the first female parade commander. i believed that i can shout the commands as loud as the guys... in the end i did it... :) n who says that only guys can be good chefs? i can do it too man... this is chicken feet ok... i think my next bf will def love mi n my cooking haha... dancing? haha... i see that Peter, my dance choreographer, who started dancing at the age of 24, and yet he can practise so hard and become so flexible... if he can do it so can I!! i suppose that girls are more flexible... and under Peter's intensive training, i can finally do splits within half a yr... well, i dun really care about body size or wadsoever... so wad if i am bigger? there are also many Caucasians who can dance ballet, jazz, hiphop, etc... so what is there to be afraid of?? hehe... yep, and guitaring... this is not a guys thing ya... i am sure Sayang will have the same sentiments haha... cos we are guitarists... i wanna play my best... wanna learn as much from Yaoxing... and thanks to Yaoxing for the guitar strap... my "en ren" lol... this is never ending de... so, dun giv up on guitar!!!

Alright... time for a face mask and a short nap... meeting Daddy to his Korean church tonight... looking forward to another guitaring with Y10 musicians... for all e compliments that motivates mi to move forward!!! thank you guys!!!

~{11:06 PM}
Angelic


Friday, September 12, 2008

Farming days... bible group... guitaring...
Wow... perhaps at this point of time when i am jobless, i think i got some time to do some things which help mi to spend some time out of the house..

Went farming with Sister at Yishun area yesterday... we went to the blocks where we lived last time ( for more than 10 years)... the place brought mi and Sister so much good memories... the parks reminds us when we used to cycle and play candles and lanterns during the mooncake festivals... we talked n talked as we walked from one block to another... initially wanna go to Auntie Qiaoxiang's house to borrow her toilet.. tt was Sister's idea lol.. Auntie Qiaoxiang was our neighbour in the same block in Yishun... she always take good care of us just like her own kids... and her children treat us like their siblings... last time we used to go to church together too... and after services we will still have dinner together at the coffee shop downstairs... last time so happening! yup, in e end we only visited her at her doorstep, cos her dog ah... aiyoh, damn nottie, fierce and boh geh hahaha... but he barked too much la.. so we jus popped by to say hello to her... she was so busy with her grandson and tat boh geh dog... lol.

After the long farming, we went home for dinner together... Mum called Sister if we are coming home for dinner. we thot tt she is having off ytd. apparently, we realised tt she went for work when we came home. After dinner, I brought Sister with me to the bible group study. we were late, cos Mr Zhiwei was late and he wan us to tong pang him from junction 8 to Thomas and Wenfang's place. I felt comfortable going there, as this time Sister went wif mi... She told mi she wants to join them again and asked mi to meet again to attend the bible group study together... it has been some time tt Sister has not been going to church. Lately her sales are getting bad, she have not even close a deal ever since her wedding in June. She was worried and stressed and wondering if she should change a job... she shared with us about herself facing the sales downturn and she was hoping that God could help her by giving her some positive response... She did enjoy and feel tt it was a good time to get herself away from tt stress and a good place for her to rely on God... i am feeling glad for Sister...:)
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Today, my throat was kinda bad.. doesnt have much voice like i usually do... i guess lately i has been sleeping late which may be the cause that made me feel kinda unwell... Sister called me again for help in farming. Today will be in Bishan, around Thomas and Wenfang's place. Initially, Sister asked mi to stay at home and rest, but i jus insisted tt i want to help her in farming. I was kinda pale when i met Sister, but thank God tht the weather was good, not humid, not rainy... breezy... no sun...:) we farmed for bout 20 over blocks, as usual, yakking n laughing like two mad women... and old uncles kept looking at us like some animals tt ran out of the zoo hahah...

After farming, Sister wanna treat me for dinner cos i helped her so much... i was so excited and was asking wad she is going to treat me... she said, " cai beng"... my reaction was like, er... cai beng... a bit sianz of rice all e time... but this cai beng was realli different, it tastes real good... at Toa Payoh Lorong 8...:) after dinner, Sister called Yaoxing and Zhiwei to meet up la kopi.. Zhiwei was busy wif work and Yaoxing was in church... oh i remembered, they got pract for sun morning service... so, Sister suggests tt we could go to church and see Yaoxing... ya, nothing important, just to see Yaoxing hahha.... so good frens... We went in and saw Uncle Francis and ziyu and many other brothers and sisters... then Uncle Francis asked me to join in guitaring... whoohoo... so sudden... so, for the enjoyment and idea of serving for God, I borrowed Rev Huang's guitar again... so... I'll be guitaring for this Sun morning service...:) dunno why, everytime i borrow Rev Huang's guitar, i always smell this sweet honey smell... i jus wonder why it smells like tis... hmmm...

Learning to guitar with them i realised tt i can learn quite a bit... cos got Yaoxing and Thomas to guide me... even though i cant really play well, but I hope tt God knows tt i am trying my best... yup, and thanks to Yaoxing ah... trying to make me busy... i dunno how to play some pieces and can still find a way to make mi play tambourine...and compliment tt i was good... haha... thanks thanks...:) whoo.... it was Uncle Francis' birthday... we had a short celebration together wif him and Rev Huang made a prayer of blessings for him... we mingled around with the food and laughed alot, sharing funny conversations.. hmm, baijie was another funny person. she can tok wif u everything under the sun hahaha... maureen and esther too...:) nice chat... Yup, especially to Uncle Francis, "A very Happy n Blessed Birthday to you!!! Jesus loves u always!!! So are we!"

~{10:48 AM}
Angelic


Wednesday, September 10, 2008

i'm so fed up with u! u ruined my day!!!
I jus dun understand, i dun understand why do u have to be so mean to me... showing me tt sort of face as if i owe u a $100 million... why do u have to be so angry with me? jus over a stupid pot of rice? i understand that rice prices are rising since some time... and that it is a waste of money if sister-in-law has cooked too much...but she din do it purposely...she is jus being helpful there... cant u open yr stupid eyes and take a look tt she is trying to help in some cooking to lessen yr burden??? i know it is my fault... i woke up late... u called me to remind her not to cook plain white rice cos u wanted to make nasi lemak for little brother... but i was too tired and i went to sleep again.. so sister-in-law was not aware of this message... but why din u in the first place call her yrself? why must i be the middle man to pass such message??? afterall it is my fault... fine, i will eat up that whole pot of rice... are u happy now???

You stepped into the house and start to make a fuss out of everything... throwing yr tempers around and slamming things on the floor and the table... imagining yourself to be a queen?? come on, i doubt so... you are not the only one in this whole world to have attitude and be angry... I am perhaps a "bastard", "burden" or "creature" in yr eyes... but, this "bastard", "burden" or "creature" has feelings too... cant u jus see more importance in us rather than that old man of yours??? i have already said sorry and it is my fault, and i will eat up tt whole pot of rice so tat u wont feel that it is wasted... so what more do you want? do you want me to pay you the loss in dollars and cents??? u will only talk nicely to me when you mention about that old man of yours... you will only give me money willingly when you needed me to help you get something for that old man... i know his birthday is on 11 Sept, so what? U can plead me to help you buy a cake for him... he is not my father, why on earth do i have to do such things for that old man of yours? You can sacrifice so much for him and yet you cant for us... dun u know that the time that you have spent for us has become so much lesser... even on yr off days, we wanted to bring you out.. but u rather spent yr time with that old man and his frens playing mahjong at home... and i have to inhale all that smoke from the old man's cigarettes... every week I have been waiting for yr off day to come, even hoping for a simple grocery shopping with u... but in the end, u ended up at home with that old man... have u been caring about how we felt? not at all... i felt that u doesnt care... all you know and care is that old man.

Alright, little brother is back. u never even ask him how he is doing in school. yet all these were asked by mi...u dun seem to take care of him well enough... all in yr head, "old man", "old man" and "old man "... let me make this clear...i will not appear myself on the day of yr old man's bd... i hate everything!

~{12:49 AM}
Angelic


Monday, September 8, 2008

A Moment Like This...
A moment like this, some people wait a lifetime...
For a moment like this, some people search forever...
For that one special kiss.. Oh i can't believe that it happen...
...... .......
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this...

Isn't this song wonderful? A Moment Like This by Kelly Clarkson... I'm so in love with this song... She is beautiful... Oh gosh, so many things running in my mind... happy n sad... so much memories... a kiss with your love one...aww... I wanna find the lyrics n score for this song... going to guitar for this song... if some guy can guitar this song for me, i will love him so much...:) when will this moment like this be??? can't wait for bible study... had missed it 2 times le... so busy all these while...

Went out with sister today... her hubby got a shopping voucher from his company, so he gave her... then we went to Button On... sister got me a pair of silver shoes and a lip gloss... silver shoes... I wonder so much... when will this moment be? the happiest moment in my life... sigh... a moment like this... ...

~{8:59 AM}
Angelic


Wednesday, September 3, 2008

St James Power House
i love vodka.

cheers for this holiday!

why so naked? lol.

am i drunk? haha...daphy's supporting mi...


Go St. James!!!

Last night was incredibly fun... it was ladies night... we had quite alot of enjoyment...

We went to St James Power House...whoohoo! the blasts of music make my ears go deaf for about half an hour... but the music ytd was good... and we got 5 free drinks cos it's e special privileges for ladies night... i got a vodka coke followed by a Heineken bottle... wow, amazing i'm alright and could still dance at the dance floor for bout 2 hours!!! I jus realised tt the guys there are quite agressive... initially i was dancing wif babie near the DJ area.. then this guy has been eyeing on mi for some time... but i din really care bout his presence... cos, he doesnt look appealing hahaa... after some time, he tapped on mi and asked mi for a dance wif him... "WTH! with you??? am i blind??? go home and sleep ah!!" lol. i rejected him. but he just kept coming near. irritating! wah! an angmoh suddenly take a shot of us with his camera from where he is standing on the top... perhaps we danced well! hehehe... it's been some time tt i din enjoy so much in dancing ever since i left danzinc... so, i'm gonna let myself out this night! After some time, we went for a toilet break... shiok after storing so much drinks in the bladder...

We then changed to another area to dance... as i was making my way through the crowd... a guy with veri nice smile smiled at me... so i smiled back lo... nothing ma... jus be polite la... cant be dao the whole night hahaha... then this botak angmoh (kinda old) spoke to us that he wanna stand in between us... hahaha... " WTH! u think u who ah??? go home and chang diapers la!!!"lol. we rejected again. he so humsup! i dun dance with humsup ppl lo... the guy who smiled at me seemed to come nearer... then babie held on to my shoulder... haha... protect me huh babie? hehe... a macho guy with small eyes nearby also eyed on us for a while... but he is still ok... we jus smiled:)

We ended dancing at bout 2am... left home by a cab... it was really fun! a good place to let out, laugh, and know that there are so much better guys out there... butbut... i still prefer tame guys... more security...no humsup! hehe...



~{6:37 PM}
Angelic


Jobless girl...
Sigh... this morning shihui gave me a call...it was a bad news... the toy car company did not want to hire me cos i cant work on sundays... jus this sunday thingy... a few more hours later i could start work, but it seems like i have been let down.. not by shihui but by the company itself... shihui kept apologizing... but i cant blame on her... in fact i should thank her for making the effort to look for a job for mi... thank you shihui... she said she'll help me to look for other jobs for the time... hopefully i can get one soon... and i will start sourcing for jobs again... perhaps i should try on Giordano...:)

~{6:27 PM}
Angelic


Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Bills... Money... DRINK!!
Early afternoon i woke up and started reading the letters....

M1 sent a letter... an instalment letter... cos Mum and me are unable to pay the amount on time, so they gave us an instalment plan so that we can still enjoy the services as we pay them bit by bit... but, this isn't gonna be bit... 3 figures... i dun wanna say, sigh... Sianz... another letter from SP Services... i realised the electricity bills are so much more expensive then water bills...for the month of August... 3 figures too... oh gosh... i'm not a gold mine... how to find these money???

I have to work hard... Have to help my mum with some... Planning not to go Thailand... cos it was cancelled... Brother need to purchase a new flat... so his parents-in-law agreed to hold the wedding dinner in Thailand at a later date... Wah... but the tickets are bought... Didi and Daddy's tickets... they cant refund them liao... well, take it as a holiday for them then... luckily I haven buy the flight ticket... Almost wanna buy it last week... lucky... if not i will bang the wall today... yep... Sister-in-law got her PR today... we are happy for her... Brother wants to treat us for dinner tonight... but i told him i'll be there if it is before 9pm tonight... cos... gonna drink tonight... ladies night... free drinks haha... wont spend for sure! drink to my woes... yum seng to my happiness... cant be home late too... working tml... jiayou!!!

~{11:00 PM}
Angelic


Happy Teachers' Day...
On Sunday, our Sunday School celebrates Teachers' Day... it was a memorable day for me... our nursery classes combined with the primary classes... they started off by a singspiration... cant believe that our nursery kids sang so much louder than those that are in the primary kids... good job babies!!! After then they had a short game... which is to stand on the pieces of paper when the music stops... they were given instructions on which parts of their body are to be placed on the paper and that only a maximum of 2 kids can share a piece of paper... the kids were so excited... they ran about in the hall and almost bumping into one another and shouting with joy... Some younger kids from our nursery did not join in the game... not cos the game is violent, but cos they are too small in size and they are afraid to be bumped down by other bigger kids... Little Dong Yu was too young and small too... but he enjoyed running about.. i held his hand and played the game together. But he is still a baby, and he doesnt know why he has to step on the piece of paper... so he moved away and looked at mi with his eyebrow lifted in confusion... haha...

It was art and craft time... the kids are supposed to sit into groups and make a little card for any of the teachers... i helped to distribute the crayons, glue and stickers to the little kids in my group... the best part being a teacher is to look at her students and observe their attention when they are doing their work... looking at how serious they are to the work, how they write their names and colour the work with the crayons, how they decide which stickers to choose and how they share the materials without having arguments... although most of the time they are in silence, looking at their creativity process reflects the childish innocence in them... i am so happy to be a Sunday School teacher...

I received 2 artworks from xi en & le en, zhe kai and jian hang...it was realli cute... yup, and surprisingly, ning xing held on to my hand and gave a card to mi... it was made by herself at home... in the card, she wrote with a pencil," to my dearest teacher, happy teachers' day! love, zhong ning xing." These are written in Chinese... i was so touched... most children dun write Chinese nowadays... but ning xing did... all in Chinese, including her own name! Thank you children...I love you...

Pastor gave each of the teachers a pencil case too.. i got a blue one... with an iron-on "follow jeses" tag... it was really nice too...:) it will definitely remind mi of staying close to God along my teaching path in the Sunday School...

We were all given a treat in Bethel Hall... Golden Pillow, KFC, beehoon, fruit agar agars, curry and many more.... it was really a wonderful day... not cos of the food, but especially the artworks and card that the kids had given mi... it is a priceless thing... and it meant alot! I will work hard!!!

~{3:46 AM}
Angelic