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Sunday, April 1, 2007

MOOD SWINGX...


ON SATURDAY, I SPENT MY WHOLE DAY OUTSIDE, THAT'S THE TIME WHEN I REALISED THAT IT'S BEEN REALLI A LONG TIME THAT I DID NOT WENT OUT JALAN FOR LEISURE. MOST OF THE TIME I SPENT WERE IN SCHOOL, DANCE AND CHURCH. I DID'NT HAVE A TIME OF MY OWN... THAT'S SAD... HOWEVER, I ENJOYED THIS SATURDAY..


FIRST PLACE TO GO, PAYAH LEBAR... WHY? TO SEARCH FOR THE PAIR OF BOOTS THAT SUITS ME FOR THE MUSICAL CONCERT IN APRIL. DAMN IT! TRIED SO MANY PAIRS BUT NONE OF THEM SUITS MY FEET-BROAD BASED FEET AND HUGE CALVES.. WORST OF ALL, PETER WANTS HIGH CUT BOOTS FOR ALL OF US.. I JUST CAN'T FIT IN, I CAN'T!!! MY FEET WERE ACHING THAT DAY, NOT BECAUSE I HAD ALOT OF WALKING BUT BECAUSE HAD TRIED MANY PAIRS OF BOOTS AND THE SHOPKEEPERS HAVE BEEN FORCING MY FEET INTO THOSE BLOODY BOOTS!! I HATE IT! YOU WON'T UNDERSTAND THE KIND OF PAIN, BOTH THE FEET AND THE HEART... JUST FELT EMBARRESSED AND SAD AS I CAN'T FIT INTO THOSE BOOTS...

ONLY ONE OF THE MANY SHOPKEEPERS TRIED TO HELP ME THINK OF A WAY. SHE SLOWLY ZIP UP THE BOOTS AND AT THE SAME TIME PUSH IT DOWNWARDS SO THAT THE BOOTS WILL BE FULLY ZIPPED UP. BUT IT ENDED UP CRUMPLED, AND NOT STRAIGHT-CUT LOOK. THAT'S THE ONLY CHOICE THAT I HAVE, AND I HOPE THAT PETER WILL BE ALRIGHT WITH IT. BLAME MYSELF THEN, HAVE A PAIR IF THICK FAT LEGS THAT LOOK LIKE TREE TRUNKS. I PROMISED MYSELF THAT NEVER WILL I EVER WEAR BOOTS AGAIN AFTER THE MUSICAL.

AFTER THEN, WENT TO MEET UP WITH MY SIS AT CITY HALL TO WATCH A MUSICAL, "THE STORY OF RUTH" AT ST. ANDREW'S CATHEDRAL. IT WAS A WONDERFUL CONCERT, GREAT DANCERS, GREAT VOICES, GREAT ACTORS, GREAT LIGHTINGS... IT'S SO REAL AND INTERESTING, AND WONDERING IF ANY PEOPLE FROM YCCA WERE THERE TOO?

AFTER THE CONCERT, BOTH ME AND MY SIS WALKED FROM CITY HALL TO DHOBY GAUT... SHE BROUGHT ME TO CHIJMES AND TAKE A LOOK AT THE NIGHT LIFE THERE, COS SHE KNEW THAT I SELDOM HAVE THE CHANCE OF SPENDING TIME OF MY OWN OUTSIDE FOR LEISURE. WE ENJOYED THE WALKING AND CHATS AS WE WALKED DOWN THE LONG PATHWAYS WHERE THERE WERE ONLY BOTH OF US. IT WAS QUITE LATE AND SO I WENT TO MY SIS' HOUSE FOR OVERNIGHT. SLEPT EVEN LATER COS I GOT TO TYPE OUT THE CLUB CRAWL PROPOSAL AND EMAIL IT TO ISKANDAR. SLEPT AT 3.30AM.

WOKE UP AT AROUND 10AM AND SIS ASKED ME TO GO TO A CHURCH SERVICE WITH HER AT UPPER PAYAH LEBAR. WE TOOK A BUS AND IT TOOK US A LONG LONG TIME.. INITIALLY WE THOUGHT THAT WE HAD OVERSHOT THE STOPS. SO WE ALIGHTED AND REALISED THAT THERE'S STILL A LONG WAY TO GO BEFORE WE REACH THE CHURCH. SERVICE AT 11.15AM AND IT 'S ALREADY 12PM. FORGET IT! WE TOOK A STRAIGHT BUS TO TOA PAYOH AND DID A BIT OF SHOPPING THERE.. BOUGHT 2 BELTS @ $13. YAY!!

FELT SO TIRED MAYBE BECOS I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH SLEEP. FRIDAY PLAYED MAHJONG TILL SATURDAY MORNING AND ONLY SLEPT FOR 2 HRS. THEN SAT WENT OUT THE WHOLE DAY AND SLEPT AT 3.30AM AT SIS' HOUSE... SIGH.. BECOMING PANDA LE...

MAYBE BECOS THAT I DO NOT HAVE ENOUGH SLEEP, I TEND TO HAVE BAD TEMPER AND NEVER FELT LIKE TALKING MUCH.AFTER SHOPPING AT TOA PAYOH AND STILL WENT BACK TO CHURCH FOR CHOIR PRACTICE AND WORSHIP SERVICE. KEPT YAWNING, BUT HAD A FUN TIME WITH THE KIDS AT SUNDAY SCHOOL. IT'S ONLY IN THE NIGHT WHEN I STARTED TO FLARE UP..

CHURCH SERVICE ENDED AND I CONTINUED FOR A BIT OF CHOIR PRACTICE AT THE SANCTUARY HALL AND THEN A BIT OF TAMBOURINE DANCE AT BETHEL HALL. DID'NT KNOW THAT MY PART OF CHOREOGRAPHY WAS CHANGED WITHOUT MY CONSENT. I FELT RATHER INSULTED... EVEN RECEIVED SARCASTIC REMARKS ABOUT MY CHOREOGRAPHY... BUT, WHAT ELSE CAN I DO? I VOICED OUT MY COMMENTS IN AN ASSERTIVE WAY, SOUNDING KIND OF FRUSTRATED. I COULD'NT DO ANYTHING BUT JUST TO COMPLY. I WAS QUITE SAD OVER THIS ISSUE, BECAUSE THAT WAS MY CHOREOGRAPHY. AND IT NOW SEEMS TO BE UNDER THE NAME OF ANOTHER PERSON'S.. PISSED... ALRIGHT! I'LL TOLERATE...

IT'S ALREADY 5.16AM ON MONDAY MORNING NOW. STILL PROMISED DAPHNE TO GO GYM AT 10AM. GOTTA SLEEP. THESE ANGERS FILLED MY TIREDNESS... I NEED A BREAK!!!


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