Saturday, May 12, 2007
Gone... gone...
Today's 13 May 2007:he's gone away for some after grad trip.. for a few weeks.. these few weeks might seem short, but i knew that i will lost touch with a great fren that God had gave mi.. he used to be a good listening ear of mine for the past few months. to mi, this fren is a special fren, no one could ever replace him. he knows about mi, everything.. my dance, family and frens... etc. not to worry frens, each individual of ya are my precious too. ya all jus have diff greatness..now that he's away.. who shall i talk to???i had a bad dream last night.. a bad bad dream... i dreamt that he clarified to mi that he din like mi at all and find mi a nuisance... in my dream, he admitted to mi that he betrayled mi.. not even saying a word of "goodbye", he turned his back to mi and left for the embarkment entrance at the airport.. what had happen??? why is this happening again?? somthin similar happened before to mi and mingxun now seem to apply to mi and him now.. will it be an "again"??? i'm afraid that i might lose this fren... these few weeks will be long dreadful weeks for mi as it's the time when i long for a special fren, realising how important he is to mi... however, i believe that waiting worths and it tests my patience...
~{9:29 PM}
Angelic