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Monday, August 13, 2007
Depressed...
Past few days I was very depressed... cos' things jus happen too suddenly n I can't accept the fact that I suffered some back problems. Last Friday, Beatrix accompanied me to see a Chinese sinseh in Toa Payoh. According to what the sinseh had told me, my backbone went out of place. Is it because i used to twist my back frequently in the past? this might be one of the cause. The sinseh told mi that i was involved in too much activities, hence, not having enough rest. What I have been doing is dance, in school n in church. However, I will not blame dance because it is my passion. Mr sinseh had advised me to cut down on my vigourous activities, in this way will then help me recover.Because of my back, I told Xiangyun that I cant play the banner(flag) in the 1 Sept's performance for our church's 20th anniversary. I can't. I felt so demoralized... Because of all these, i have not been sleeping well lately. My attachment started again and i fell sick. Got high fever last night and veri heavy flu. Last night, Dad quarrelled with me deliberately and threatened not to give mi allowance again. So, I came to school without allowance this morning. Still have to pay Treasa the amount for the ballet performance tickets, $14, and i'm paying for Beatrix and Esther first. So, it's $42. Where can i get the money? I'm going dry. Perhaps, i shall realli withdraw from my bank account- a balnce less than $200. Today is Tuesday, I should be going to the studio at 6.30pm for dance practice. But look at my condition now, i really have to let it go for some time. I felt so sorry.. for my dancers in DanzInc., cos' i'm the President, and i'm not there to oversee.. I can't do my job well.. kind of giving up myself.. cos i might not be able to dance that well anymore...
Angelic
