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Saturday, August 25, 2007

Prata nite...
Today's a long day... the last rehearsal before our actual church youth production tomorrow... everyone is doing well... seeing everyone improve is a great satisfaction to me. because i wrote the script and i directed throughout the production... they really put their efforts into the production... seeing them memorising their lines and trying to express their best of the character that they are assign to, running behind in the backstage for quick change... there's so many to mention... and definitely all of us have gelled up quite a bit... it's a good thing... thank God for this...

After the rehearsal, we, the 5 girls, ahma, ahmei, yun meimei, ahma(no.2) and me went to the crispy prata at Upper Thomson Road together with our one and only Sister Zhiming, the so-called ahmin hehe... he should feel fortunate lo... can go out with 5 pretty ladies for prata and Yishun dam to enjoy the night breeze... haha... (bleh) well, i did quite enjoy this time cos it's been a long time that we have not been to prata liao... luckily Zhiming got car so that he can drive us for supper and also drive us home one by one... hee.. okok... but it's quite funny when i come to think about it... why did all the girls sit at the back and left me to sit next to Zhiming? are they creating chances?
haha... stop thinking stupid things gal... this dream will never come true... you have been loving him for so long and he still got no response for you, meaning that he's totally not interested in you. so wad for loving him so much? give up gal. keep your options open...
i think i realli should.. treat him like a friend and there might be better memories... should i still love him as a fren or love him like something else? can anyone tell mi?

i've tried to get over about him. but things isn't so easy.. u were not mi. speaking from the mouth is easy, but when u wanna do it with yr heart, yr heart bleeds... u get wad i mean? like such things- prata suppers, driving mi home and many more jus reminds mi of the past when we were veri close... tonight's prata realli makes mi recall alot of things... still remembered that he will always order teh alia during prata suppers...he also love kambing soup... i wonder if anyone will notice him that much like i do? wad bout him? does he understand mi much??? how i wish he can also understand mi like the way i understand him... ... but i think he will never do that, never. cos the trust faded away... i don't know why...

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Angelic