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Wednesday, September 5, 2007

Stress about everything
Lately, I'm stress about everything... everything... stress till that I dun have the heart for dance.. Mum told me that we are moving out on 28 Sept, which is in 3 weeks time. but we still have no idea where we are going to live. I'm doing the countdown. I'm left with 23 days. Only 23 days...

One of my friend's mum had just passed away on last Sunday afternoon, 12.31pm. I know it so clearly because they are my close friends, friends whom i grew up with in church. And their mum is my pastor's wife. I really have to pay my respect to her. All that i could do is to attend the funeral wake almost every day since Sunday. It's not tiring, but emotionally unbearable... I can't imagine that we will not be able to see her in future... cos' she's gone... I cried alot lately, realising how important life is, and that we also have to cherish our love ones.

There's just too much stress to handle now... I can't breathe... I told Peter about my family issues. He allowed me to settle my family matters first. But, I still feel bad cos' I have been absent for a few dance practices and I feel that I'm not doing my job as a Dance Head.

I'm really worn out... nothing much to say... can I leave all these problems aside?


~{7:50 AM}
Angelic