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Thursday, November 29, 2007
Dance Head No More
On Tuesday afernoon, Shaheera called me. she told mi that Peter has changed the arrangement of my post in DanzInc. I am no longer a Dance Head. And i will just be a senior w/o any post. at first, all i thought is that Peter understands about my problems, and he knows that i can handle the stress as a Dance Head because i am having family problems. I tried to accept it cos I cant be so unfair to everyone- to remain as a Dance Head without my presence.But, it was quite a huge blow to me because no one informed me earlier. i did not blame Daph because last week we were having ICAs and she is not around in the studio, that's why she was not updated as well. My heart really shattered, it happens so suddenly that my post was gone w/o having me as the first person to know, however the last. they should have inform mi about it last week. why didn't they tell mi earlier. I felt like all of a sudden, i lost my sense of belonging to DanzInc. ... I didnt wanna feel it this way... this is just a huge blow to me, serious. A huge blow. I locked myself in the room that night and cried, dint wanna let my landlords know and worry for me. I think they heard mi whined, cos they knocked onto the door a few times. but i did not answer cos my mood is really down.. I just cant accept it. Hasli called me. I told him how I felt. both him and Iskandar understood and they said that they really appreciate my contributions to the club as they see my efforts since club crawl, production and etc... Hasli asked me to make a choice- to stay or to leave. He gave mi some time to think about it... I really hope that my choice is the right one.
Angelic
