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Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Alone without him
He left on last Saturday morning, 6.20am. I was chatting with him on the phone before that. But we hung up for a while because the phone becomes hotter. Then stupid piggy mi, i fell asleep and he dint wanna call mi cos he knows that i'll be asleep and dint wanna wake mi up. that's the last call before he flew... n he left mi 2 sms-es before he get on to the plane... sob...

Though it's only 2 weeks, but it seems so long to mi... he did email mi everyday. but the feeling of him not being around makes me feel so empty n lost... i received an sms from him on Sunday night from China... I'm so happy to see his sms. But, i jus feel that he's so far away. I can't hear his voice. I can't see him and touch his face... So unbearable... Sob... I can't lose him. But, I cannot be a selfish girlfriend... he has to go back n see his parents. I can't have him all my time. I have to be understanding.

Last night, I thought about him... hugged the pillow he gave mi and reading the sms he sent mi while listening to the song he sent to mi last time. My tears ran down. So emo... I really wish to see him soon... these days seem real slow... I miss him so much... yes, i love him. Are you likewise??? I'm trying hard to endure and waiting for him to return.
I miss you so much beebee... girl girl love u... ...

~{9:22 AM}
Angelic