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Wednesday, April 9, 2008

24 Apr 2008
24 Apr 2008 will be the day… yes, the day that I believed that it’s gonna be dreadful for me… weeks ago I went to see the doctor… doctor referred me to the hospital on the 24 Apr 2008, 2.55pm… what will happen to me? Is that the reason for why he wanna leave me? Afraid that he can’t take care of me? Haha… men are so selfish…

Might be an operation… Might be a scan… I really dunno… it’s been one month after we broke up… but at certain times I still used to think about him… concern about his life… but I promised myself that I will never turn to him…it’s been a real disastrous period of time for me… I never know that breaking up can be so hurtful…with the one that you really love so much and even thought of creating a beautiful future with him… a hurtful breakup that happen when I’m sick… I felt abandoned… neglected… I always had sad memories… when will the happy ones be? I’m very disappointed with the one that I used to love…I want to be happy… time for medicine…

~{8:36 PM}
Angelic