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Can’t believe what happen to me last night… causes me an overslept this morning and miss my tutorial-human resource mgmt n practices… anybody who heard this will sure laugh… yes, I was drunk by milk… and I had a great sleep till this morning… some more it rains.. My god… Mummy didn’t give me morning call… I slept till a call rang me up…

“Baby, where are you? Why you never come for class?”

“Huh… oh shit! What time is it?”

“9am… where are you?”

“Aiya, I’m still on the bed! What to do huh? Wah lao, I attempted all my tutorial questions leh… Shall I come now?”

“Baby, no need la… we see you at lecture ok? I lend you copy my answers… dun rush…”

Hehe… that’s what friends are for… they help you solve your problems… mcm faham!!!

I have been a good girl… study very hard, trying my best to focus on every minute in class… really hope I can do well so that I can go university, can I? heard they say for entry to uni, must take up calculus or have an A maths in O levels… but I din have any le… aiyoh…looks like it’s very hard to get to uni… I must study very hard, jiayou!!!

Hmm… finally 1 project done… 2 more to come and 1 more test before holidays… so packed, til I can’t breathe… Xile has just passed me the teaching materials yesterday to teach the 4 yr olds in Sunday school… june will be my duty… hmm… have to think of a new theme for the class noticeboard… little Bethany wet her skirt yesterday, xiaobing they all dunno how to change diapers… thank god I know how… hehe! So I changed for her, like a mother… talking to her as I change, so that she will be distracted… haha… little Bethany said “xie xie” to me!!! I felt so appreciated!

More things to come… Sis’ wedding is coming… have to discuss with xiaobing they all soon on what sabotage to prepare for the groom and the brothers… hmm… much to busy with… I think I love busy times… so that time will pass faster… then I wont think of the lousy past… alright project research again…

Gave up! Wake up n new life!!!
Initially thought that i will forget about my ex... tried veri hard but it seems hard... contacted him tat day cos heard from his classmates that he's sleeping in class... being still concern n maybe still loving him, n surprisingly can still rem his mobile no. after 2 bloody months ... gave him an sms to show care... jus a care, tat's all... in the end, we started a conversation, which makes mi feel that he still cares for mi... e feeling seem to come back... i thought it was a dream... veri touched that i shed tears while doing my tut...kinda missed him... brother thought i was so engrossed with some tragedic artiles from my tutorial... yes, i'm sitting in front of my tutorials,but my mind is all about him... n i kept tearing... i thought there is hope cos i told him i will try to wait... thought he had the same sentiments to take it slow n see how it goes...

Tried sms-ing him, asking him out so that i can see him... i know it was foolish of mi to do that... i didnt want anything, but jus wanna see him... why can't guys understand wad i mean? he said he dun wan to meet mi cos he dun want to see mi... he says he find mi irritating... he said he dun wanna hear my voice... it's veri absurb! i jus wanted to show care, see him, cos he cared for mi... but when i care for him, he pushed mi away saying that i'm irritating. seems like i'm an eye sore to him... it breaks my heart again! yes, i do still have a tinge of love feeling for him. many frens told mi that i deserve a better man, and he's a jerk. yes i agree, but i jus dun get it why i still love a jerk that's worst than mud in the streets... Today, i cried cos those words that he said to mi were so rude. no guys talked to mi like that before.. n he's that damn bloody first one... cried till i headache... n had a little quarrel wif my fren... cos she's e person who introduces my ex to mi...matchmake us... my ex n i broke up for some time, n my fren lately had her own problems too, so was not veri tactful at words n i seem to be the target for her to shoot mi indirectly n directly... it's e second time i'm pissed with my fren's action this week... i din wanna hold it against her cos afterall she's like a sister to mi... i din want the stupid problem with my ex to affect my frienship... i really din want it this way....

Headache so much, Mum told mi, "He's crazy, he's a pervert, he thinks it fun to fool u! He dun deserve you to cry for him. You might be crying, but he might be telling his frens that he's at e winning point that his ex gf coming back to cry for him. Mei, get him out of your life, start afresh. Mummy believe u can find a better one. He's a lousy fellow. Dun be sad." Yes, I believe Mum. He's a jerk. He's pervert. He's lousy. He hurt mi once n once again. He dun deserve mi. I can find someone better. I will look ahead... no more turning back. Take it as a lesson that i got to know a lousy man in my life... Move on... Just heard the song 'Love Me', it's a song that Vince said he will teach mi... how i wish i can play that song like he does. Yup, I'm sorry to scare Vince. I din mean it. It's jus a liking that's all. Perhaps i jus wanna feel love n happiness around, so i tried my ways to like n love people. Sounds foolish, but i think it's a happy thing to like n love people, jus like how God love us... haha... i hope he's not bothered by this too much... everything i will listen to God n let God decide... Time to study...

Vincent's wife & My Husband- an affair going on??? hahaha

A Pool Game @ Yishun Safra
Ernie's shot... can spot him smiling!!! yes, we enjoyed the game...
Vincent looks serious... looks professional in this pool battle... (cough!)
Stripe... mine's not solid...

My Special Gifts
my lovely baby gave mi this ring... i'm getting married... i love u baby...
a pair of golden princess slippers for mi... i'm so fortunate...
pink box of chocolates n pink box of cookies from the korean shop... i love them...
my dinner dress on tat special day... thanks to the one who buy this for mi... i love you...

PURPLE GIRLS are HOT!!!
yes!!! unbelievable!!! these girls brought alot of attention from the crowd in the campus on the first day of school!! is this "pakar" or coincedence??? these girls are beautiful, aren't they??? those who lose them will regret for life... cherish these purple babes... bring it on!!!

Aloha Loyang view... for the ROM...:)

JB trip with my lovely babes- 2 May 08