i'm so fed up with u! u ruined my day!!!
I jus dun understand, i dun understand why do u have to be so mean to me... showing me tt sort of face as if i owe u a $100 million... why do u have to be so angry with me? jus over a stupid pot of rice? i understand that rice prices are rising since some time... and that it is a waste of money if sister-in-law has cooked too much...but she din do it purposely...she is jus being helpful there... cant u open yr stupid eyes and take a look tt she is trying to help in some cooking to lessen yr burden??? i know it is my fault... i woke up late... u called me to remind her not to cook plain white rice cos u wanted to make nasi lemak for little brother... but i was too tired and i went to sleep again.. so sister-in-law was not aware of this message... but why din u in the first place call her yrself? why must i be the middle man to pass such message??? afterall it is my fault... fine, i will eat up that whole pot of rice... are u happy now???You stepped into the house and start to make a fuss out of everything... throwing yr tempers around and slamming things on the floor and the table... imagining yourself to be a queen?? come on, i doubt so... you are not the only one in this whole world to have attitude and be angry... I am perhaps a "bastard", "burden" or "creature" in yr eyes... but, this "bastard", "burden" or "creature" has feelings too... cant u jus see more importance in us rather than that old man of yours??? i have already said sorry and it is my fault, and i will eat up tt whole pot of rice so tat u wont feel that it is wasted... so what more do you want? do you want me to pay you the loss in dollars and cents??? u will only talk nicely to me when you mention about that old man of yours... you will only give me money willingly when you needed me to help you get something for that old man... i know his birthday is on 11 Sept, so what? U can plead me to help you buy a cake for him... he is not my father, why on earth do i have to do such things for that old man of yours? You can sacrifice so much for him and yet you cant for us... dun u know that the time that you have spent for us has become so much lesser... even on yr off days, we wanted to bring you out.. but u rather spent yr time with that old man and his frens playing mahjong at home... and i have to inhale all that smoke from the old man's cigarettes... every week I have been waiting for yr off day to come, even hoping for a simple grocery shopping with u... but in the end, u ended up at home with that old man... have u been caring about how we felt? not at all... i felt that u doesnt care... all you know and care is that old man.Alright, little brother is back. u never even ask him how he is doing in school. yet all these were asked by mi...u dun seem to take care of him well enough... all in yr head, "old man", "old man" and "old man "... let me make this clear...i will not appear myself on the day of yr old man's bd... i hate everything! 
