Meaningful to me... wad about you?
我想唯有上帝和你知道整件事的始与终。
只有上帝知道你心里所想的一切，
只有上帝知道你现在的心情。
只要回头，悔改，生命依旧可以重来。
这是上帝的应许。
我们爱，因为神先爱我们。
这爱不会因为过犯而变小；
这爱是包容的爱。
只要悔改，只要原谅，生命依旧可以重来。
这是我相信的，
你呢？
I was browsing some of my frens' blog and I happened to drop by at Yenyee daoshi's blog... one of her posts, she stated these... I really find it meaningful.. and is something that really reminds me that I should learn to be forgiving and loving my enemies...
I have told her about my sorrows of my past experiences with my ex bf... but somehow, all that I said to her and my close frens were not really all that God understands...
So many bad memories... even though it has been 6 months to 7, and that he was my first love, I will never forget what he said to me when he broke my heart... To you, you may feel that I am just one of your games, and perhaps was the shortest games that u had... u gain so much and i lose so much to you...in fact, you have changed a lot of me in my life now... perhaps you had really forgotten about me, the way I smile, the way I cried to you in your arms, and the times we had together... but, I really have to tell you that, no matter how, you have already left this deep print in my heart... U stepped into my life and left nastily, leaving mi weeping with tears... I will not forget... But, I'm gonna let you know. Be it whether u see this post ornt, I will still wanna say...
"I am going to leave u behind my back... I am trying my best to walk out from this and I will look forward for a better someone in my life... As for forgiving, yes, I forgive u for your nasty actions that I hated alot... but as for frens, I guess I shall put it that we'll see how the time tells...
I think I love you with regrets..."
