Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Today
Today. A date that I will not forget. I started my first relationship on this date just right 1 year ago. Time passes so quickly. So many things happened in 1 year... friends, love, hate, enemies-no friends... hahahaha...I prayed to God... I believe He listens... he gave me another someone that truly loves me... :) so much more better than that previous bloody one... lol. bloody one. thinking of the first just turns me off from my appetite... yucks... why on earth have i got into such a bloody relationship? i think i'm blind... i chose a china product last time... cognitive dissonance... and finally got a divestment stage whoohoo!!! yayness...I believe you are great, Teddy Bear...:) You really bright up my life... thank you for loving me... I understand you have to work and not much time for me... I am learning to adapt and be independent... I will give u time.. give myself some time too... seriously, I have never been so worried for someone like you before in my life of 20 years... i'm learning to be patient... and i know sometimes you are willing to let me scold you and be patient with me, and tell me that your heart aches when i cry... thank you for being so patient with my nonsense sometimes...i'm glad n thankful that you learn to use the chopsticks because of me..n gave me little teddy bear to hug when i miss you... that's really sweet of you... i'm glad to have you... i thank God for knowing you...:) i love you... :)Alright, tml and Fri will be the Sunday School kids' camp.. gotta reach there at 8.30am... i must do some more of the report before bed!!! Be a good girl... n not let teddy bear worry too... :) Jiayou to all my friends... nights...
~{7:36 AM}
Angelic