Your Glance and Your Help
Back again this hols I went back to work at Dan Ryans... it was kinda tormenting on me cos I really felt that every step that I walk from the station to the workplace was heavy and dreadful... I needed money, but I have to keep on going, work and earn myself a living... I dont really have a choice...He glanced me for a few times in the kitchen... I have never see him smile for a long time... a long long time... my heart just happen to ache sometimes whenever I stepped into the kitchen to chuck the finished dishes... I cant help it at times... What can I do? Nothing. Today, I am too short to reach a round soup plate from the shelf. I cant believe that I'm too short, perhaps I've shrunk. Cos I haven been eating well. He helped me with the plate without a word. I felt a distant. Truly, a distant. He is no longer that friendly to me. He bent his head real low to the plate as he garnishes the cheese mix on the potato skins. Is that a pretence that he didnt see me? Well, I just know that my heart really aches, like the acid pouring over a wound.Another long dreadful shift from coming Monday to Friday. Hopefully I can survive through it. It's Huiqi's birthday coming up. And I have to get her something. Angel, save up some money and get your good friend a good gift on her 21st. Career fair on Sat, go or not go? Zhiwei ask me to go with him.. well meet him again? I dont like him. I shall just be in silence. Should go back to Mum's house and do some packing. Mum is moving on 28March09, and we have to get rid of all our stuff out of that rented flat. No more mahjongs at my place for the time babes, sorry about it. Planning for my adult dance class again. Got an offer to use a multi-purpose hall in a condo in Admiralty. I believe it's a blessing. And I got one more student. More students please? And more more busy please...
