Where will i live???
few days ago i was pretty pissed off... for some stupid reasons, my blog post was gone suddenly... sigh! forget bout it... at least i cld do it now peacefully... :)
chinese new year is jus round the corner n supposedly every family will b havin steamboat with all their family members. however, mine was a diff case. since i was 13, the no. of family members for steamboat in my family will always be "6 minus 1" ... my apartment will also b selling off in 3 months time, but i realli do not have the idea of where i will b staying in future...
sometimes, i do find life meaningless. but somehow, i do appreciate some of my friends who gave mi encouragement. still remembered some of them who said to mi, "you still have us, don't worry okay?" these words might seemed to be easy to some of ya, but i realli do take it to heart. cos whenever i needed someone, they'll always be there...
recently, i'm involving quite a few activities with my church frenz... it was indeed fun, exciting and memorable. for a couple of times that i went to esther's n zhiming's house. i always hav this feeling which i hav not felt since 5 years ago. what is it??? i guess it must b family love.
my daddy has been quarreling with mi over small matters for most of the time. mummy has not been cooking for a veri long time. cos' of this, i think i really miss my family love dearly...
i'm really touched when their mothers cook n even offer to mi... n seeing their fathers sitting around in the living rooms like usual fathers do... it's realli been a long time tat i din see such scene happening in my own house... when will that ever appear again??? never...
i believe in God's will. He has the reason for my broken family. never did i blame God or my parents for that. cos' i realised that frens around mi love mi too. :) they help mi bring optimism to my life, be it in studies, friendship, blah... most important of all, they let mi sense family love, which i've lost it many years back... thank you friends...:)
