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Sunday, August 24, 2008
Who understands?
Last night, i cried til 5am this morning... i believed it's just one of those days that I need to be alone... mum quarrelled with me... but i dont think that quarrelling with her is the main issue... it's jus me... me. After all these months, i felt happier... but not to the extent like last time when i almost overjoyed everyday and looking forward to each new day... Memories kept flashing... they just couldnt stop... How do i walk out from that world? Love, does it really exist? Is it a true love?

Bestie accompanied mi online for some time, he asked me to just cry out if i want to.. which will make mi feel better... yeah i did... cry and cry... for hours... with my doggie...

Babie asked me dun cry... i know you care and heartpain for me... but i just cant control it.. and i continue crying... sorry hor...

I din wanna worry Claris too much cos she schooling and need rest... dun worry k...:)

I cried til i tired then fell asleep... woke up in the afternoon... chatted with John, Bestie and Babie... Plannings with Babie to ladies night, comex show and sentosa... Bestie asking mi how i feel and we jus chatted randomly... John consoled mi... gave me a poem, a song and "footprints in the sand"... here it goes...

Poem:

Life is a sine curve
I'm sure most have heard
But to the equation
I give no affirmation

Things happen
It is just random
But when you wanna rant
Just add your friends

When you begin to slide
Get off your ride
Don't look down
But raise your crown

Mistakes we make
Promises we break
But that's part of the process
The one we must take

Wipe your tears
Stop comparing with peers
Learn to stand
Learn how you had bent

Brush yourself and forward you go
And the next time it'll take more than that blow!
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Song:

Before the world began,
You were on His mind.
And ev'ry tear you cry
Is precious in His eyes.
Because of His great love,
He gave His only Son,
Ev'rything was done,
So you would come.

Come to the Father
Though your gift is small,
Broken hearts, broken lives,
He will take them all.
The power of the Word,
The power of His blood,
Ev'rything was done
So you would come.
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Footprints in the sand:

One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.
In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand.
Sometimes there were two sets of footprints,
other times there were one set of footprints.

This bothered me because I noticed
that during the low periods of my life,
when I was suffering from
anguish, sorrow or defeat,
I could see only one set of footprints.

So I said to the Lord,
"You promised me Lord,
that if I followed you,
you would walk with me always.
But I have noticed that during
the most trying periods of my life
there have only been one
set of footprints in the sand.
Why, when I needed you most,
you have not been there for me?"

The Lord replied,
"The times when you have
seen only one set of footprints in the sand,
is when I carried you."


Ok... Sister called me... wanna me to go town with her... finally i can take my mind away for a while... frens, please msn mi regarding plans....



~{10:36 PM}
Angelic