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Saturday, December 27, 2008
Disappointment
Today, is considered my last day at work before my 3 months break for studies. final year, final semester.. I told Carol and Jacq that I need a break for studies. that's my excuse to them. but it is a partial excuse actually. the other 50% excuse is because i want to disappear myself from Teddy Bear's life. cos i told him in the sms. we can never even be frens. he chose to keep quiet and got me no answer. no more anything like last time.. i actually miss those days when we are so happy together..had supper after work and he send me home... i dun mind if our togetherness needs to spend alot or little... important is we spend time together... sigh..I gave Justine, Veron and Zara my contacts... Zara, Veron and Joanne looked sad... cos i will be away.. 3 months.. Zara is going back to US on 19 Jan 09... So, i wont get to see her again, unless she come back to Singapore, which i think will be less likely... I will miss u all... So many.. Jacq, Joanne, Faiszal, Tini, Justine, Emman, Veron, Zara, Lisa, Kumar and you, Allan. Though we didnt talk for a long period of time and we both felt like we drifted apart, like we have not met before. I guess today we dun look at each other, and we will not again... i will be out of yr life, as i have said... these 3 months, we wont see each other, ok.... I flipped my notebook and saw the note u wrote for me.. u said u love me... sob... is this true? what shall i do with those things that u had given me??? teddy bear is innocent. its a gift from you. teddy bear symbolises our love. how?... i am really disappointed...I have moved to Sis' house before Christmas... will be staying for months... Christmas this year wasnt anything for me to be happy... i am broke.. din buy any presents n i din go to church... i need a time to be alone... think of how i want my life to be and how am i going to make myself happy wif life... without teddy bear these few nights by my side i felt empty... i so miss to touch teddy bear's face so i can feel like i'm touching yr face. so miss to cuddle it so i can feel like u embrace me in yr arms... these feelings left me... teddy bear was abandoned at the home in yishun...Goodbye Allan.
Angelic
